Rebooting for 58 days so far

DyingBreed

Member
Hi. My name is Ike. I'm 27 years old. I've been watching porn since I was 11. I masturbated multiple times everyday until I realized 58 days ago what my problem was. I've never had problems attracting women. I'm a great looking guy. I've received oral from multiple women. I never could stay hard to physically penetrate a woman. This PIED has ruined my life sexually. My last sexual encounter with a woman was in 2016. I wanted to fuck her but I couldn't perform, all I could do was put my dick inside her limp. Since that time I've become unhealthy, overweight and masturbated almost everyday. I would watched hentai, vanilla type porn, nothing too extreme. I'm not addicted to porn. I don't actually need it honestly. It just felt good so i over did it. I have no thoughts of it or relapsing. I barely think about it. I not addicted to masturbating either, unless I'm watching porn. September 17 2021, It's been 58 days so far cold turkey. I met some women in a different country online, I'm supposed to be seeing them in June of next year. I get hard from text messages from them, talking on the phone with them, and just looking at their photos. I constantly imagine fucking them when I meet them. I work various shifts so I can't comment on morning wood , sometimes I do and sometimes I don't. I get random erections. Sometimes when I think about them I get really hard. I'm take herbs and I work out here and there. I water fast and also do intermittent fasting sometimes so in losing weight. I bought a bike so plan on using that more. Does it sound like I'm recovering? I definitely feel more confident, I catch myself looking at girls asses a lot now. I wasn't really interested in real life women before while I was masturbating. I not really thinking too hard about it but I'm laying down bored and decided to find more info on my condition and I ran into this site.
 

msp0000

Member
Hey man, you got this. It is great that you realized this a couple months ago and are going strong still. If you ever need a buddy to message feel free to hit me up.
 

DyingBreed

Member
Hey man, you got this. It is great that you realized this a couple months ago and are going strong still. If you ever need a buddy to message feel free to hit me up.
Appreciate it bro. I was so confused for the longest, to the point I was afraid to approach women. I was always nervous about performing due to my history of not being able too. Because I don't have Ed, I got hard like every other young dude except only with porn , but everytime I was getting ready to have physical sex, I couldn't perform. Then I found the info on accident and realized that PMO and being unhealthy was definitely my issue. So I'm now I'm working the solution. I already feel healed. I have no plans on masturbating or watching porn ever again if it messes with my brain or kills my libido or nerves in my penis. I missed out on several beautiful women and relationships due to it. The girls always thought it was them, but I never admitted it was me. Pretty shameful sex life might I say lol.
 

Filmguy30

Member
Congrats on getting on the grind my dude. 60 days is a massive streak, especially for a first timer. Keep fighting the good fight!

also, semi-related, I was like you for so long with PIED. Hooked up with a bunch of girls and would get head and not be able to keep it up, thus never getting to have sex. This might just be my experience but when you start dating someone and connect emotionally, I suddenly was able to get rock hard. I don’t know what happened. Maybe it’s a case of not being scared or just your body really connecting to someone, but that really took me out of my head. Then when I’ve hooked up with girls I’m not dating and just having a one night stand, I’m not as hard. Weird takeaway and could be unrelated to your story but something to think about maybe.

As I said earlier though, huge congrats on two months. Keep inspiring the community brother.
 
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