Severe PIED. Almost a year of no PMO, still in a nasty flatline

I think I have pretty much the worst case possible. I couldn't even get it up to extreme porn at all in the end (cumming with like a 30% erection). I've also had PIED since age 14 and am 23 now. So I knew it would be a longgggg reboot. I've seen glimmers of hope because at times I've gotten libido back but I always goes back into a flatline with a wet dream. This summer I had a period where I was having decent morning wood and actually tested out my erection quality (to touch only) and it was a muchhh better than before but obviously not 100%. Also recently a few weeks ago I had a period where my dick felt alive (like it was physically way bigger flaccid) and I was actually horny to the point of having to distract myself not to get random erections around girls. But since a wet dream 16 days ago I've been back in a severe flatline. My dick feels lifeless and extremely small and I feel asexual again. A few days ago I had another wet dream to basically a flaccid dick which I feel set me back even further. Does anyone have any advice? Because I'm sticking with forever but I really hope this is curable. I feel no different than I did on day 1.
 
it's sad because I've lost like 90 lbs and quit drinking since I started this and am a handsome guy now but feel like I will never have a normal life/relationship if this problem persists. as well as questions from relatives/friends why I still don't have a gf which I don't know how to answer.
 
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