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[matty1986]

Hey guys, brand new here..just stumbled onto this website randomly (I wasn't looking for any kind of self help).. and was amazed to learn that I'm almost certainly afflicted by too much porn without ever realising it.

My story real quick - probably started looking at porn around age 14 or so. As a kid I was repulsed by the male body so much that I'd generally just watch girl/girl or just a girl by herself.. or female celebs etc. as the years went by I slowly got into more and more different kinds of porn, increasingly more and more 'not my taste' i went from girl/girl to girl/guy to guy+guy+girl to full on gay and shemale porn. Then I graduated to cam 2 cam with random guys and jerk off on chat sites. These days if I ever watch anything on a porn site it's almost exclusively gay porn, but even that is kind of boring to me now. Lately I've been addicted to paid web cam sites with shemales, which is a whole new kind of problem because it's costing me a load of money, I often spend $50-70 on one session.. and feel a little depressed after its all over.

Sex with my girlfriend is very rare and I can rarely cum, I try to avoid it because I know I won't be able to cum and she gets upset. If I do cum it's because I'm thinking about a guy... but I'm fairly sure I'm not gay.. as far as general attraction, relationships, being with someone etc. I could never be attracted to a guy, it's purely the sex. I think my sex life might be kind of messed up because my first experience was not with a girl... I was with many guys but the only girl I've been with is the girl that I'm currently with now.

Anyway, I look forward to learning more and then starting my reboot.. I'll let you guys know how it goes! if anyone who has a similar situation to me has any tips etc. that'd be muchly appreciated.

 

[datkid93]

Hey man I can kind of relate. As far back as I can remember Ive always been attracted to girl and it wasn't until I was 13 that i started using porn. I began with soft core pictures of girls moved on to nudes videos and the whOle works. I remember coming across gsy porn at this age to by accident and I didn't really get it ot was just weird plus at that age I didn't really understand what was going on. Anyway it wsant until I was 17 that i came back to it occassionally bc i started exploring other generrs of porn. I wasn't really using much of it either bc it just didn't feel right like it was weird just like a fetish I was indulging in. Anyway i t was when I was 19-20 that I realized Id get off way harder through gay porn bc of the taboo behind it but it was really weird to finish to but still used plently of regular porn. But that eventually got boring and I came across cam sites and found ways to increase my orgasm.. ahh I don't know wat th hell I was doing I was just looking for th hardest way to get off I had zero desire to actually seek this out.  I woukd never even fanatsize about guys other when i was watching this shit it was only girls.Anyway it wasn't until I was 20 that i lost my virgin it and he'll I didn't even enjoy it or get fully aroused. Several other encounters with girls left me feeling the same way. Hell I couldn't even get aroused to regular porn anymore so this was when I knew somethi ng was really wrong.  It was when I began my reboot this past July that my world tured upside down as I found I only had a libido for this stuff and I freaked out.