Hey guys, brand new here..just stumbled onto this website randomly (I wasn't looking for any kind of self help).. and was amazed to learn that I'm almost certainly afflicted by too much porn without ever realising it.
My story real quick - probably started looking at porn around age 14 or so. As a kid I was repulsed by the male body so much that I'd generally just watch girl/girl or just a girl by herself.. or female celebs etc. as the years went by I slowly got into more and more different kinds of porn, increasingly more and more 'not my taste' i went from girl/girl to girl/guy to guy+guy+girl to full on gay and shemale porn. Then I graduated to cam 2 cam with random guys and jerk off on chat sites. These days if I ever watch anything on a porn site it's almost exclusively gay porn, but even that is kind of boring to me now. Lately I've been addicted to paid web cam sites with shemales, which is a whole new kind of problem because it's costing me a load of money, I often spend $50-70 on one session.. and feel a little depressed after its all over.
Sex with my girlfriend is very rare and I can rarely cum, I try to avoid it because I know I won't be able to cum and she gets upset. If I do cum it's because I'm thinking about a guy... but I'm fairly sure I'm not gay.. as far as general attraction, relationships, being with someone etc. I could never be attracted to a guy, it's purely the sex. I think my sex life might be kind of messed up because my first experience was not with a girl... I was with many guys but the only girl I've been with is the girl that I'm currently with now.
Anyway, I look forward to learning more and then starting my reboot.. I'll let you guys know how it goes! if anyone who has a similar situation to me has any tips etc. that'd be muchly appreciated.
My story real quick - probably started looking at porn around age 14 or so. As a kid I was repulsed by the male body so much that I'd generally just watch girl/girl or just a girl by herself.. or female celebs etc. as the years went by I slowly got into more and more different kinds of porn, increasingly more and more 'not my taste' i went from girl/girl to girl/guy to guy+guy+girl to full on gay and shemale porn. Then I graduated to cam 2 cam with random guys and jerk off on chat sites. These days if I ever watch anything on a porn site it's almost exclusively gay porn, but even that is kind of boring to me now. Lately I've been addicted to paid web cam sites with shemales, which is a whole new kind of problem because it's costing me a load of money, I often spend $50-70 on one session.. and feel a little depressed after its all over.
Sex with my girlfriend is very rare and I can rarely cum, I try to avoid it because I know I won't be able to cum and she gets upset. If I do cum it's because I'm thinking about a guy... but I'm fairly sure I'm not gay.. as far as general attraction, relationships, being with someone etc. I could never be attracted to a guy, it's purely the sex. I think my sex life might be kind of messed up because my first experience was not with a girl... I was with many guys but the only girl I've been with is the girl that I'm currently with now.
Anyway, I look forward to learning more and then starting my reboot.. I'll let you guys know how it goes! if anyone who has a similar situation to me has any tips etc. that'd be muchly appreciated.