I'm 30yo and I think I lost many things because of porn

[erectodancer]

I became a needy guy who is always seeking for women attention and beg then to care about me or listen to me always in need of love and attention

Begged lots of women to talk with me and not leave me (online) of course I don't have the courage and bravery to talk with women in real life or ask them for relationship

These actions makes them see me as needy person and creepy person and they usually think my intentions are bad and I'm coming towards them because of sexual desires

I usually creep them out and it's all because of void that I feel I'm my heart and I don't have anyone to talk with in person

These feelings and these needs of attention and love makes me watch porn and seek for love in the porn

I know that sounds wierd but I watch porn to see love and bonding and fill my loneliness

This also affected my relation with my family and friends and my study and work and I lost a lot of opportunities in studying and university and as job

I want it to be over , I want to be in control of my emotions I don't want to beg others for attention and love

I don't want to lose more opportunities and people in my life , please someone help me

 

[BalthazarPL]

Check this first post here called : Hello Gentlemen. Now we begin.

 

[Fappy]

I became a needy guy who is always seeking for women attention and beg then to care about me or listen to me always in need of love and attention

Begged lots of women to talk with me and not leave me (online) of course I don't have the courage and bravery to talk with women in real life or ask them for relationship

These actions makes them see me as needy person and creepy person and they usually think my intentions are bad and I'm coming towards them because of sexual desires

I usually creep them out and it's all because of void that I feel I'm my heart and I don't have anyone to talk with in person

These feelings and these needs of attention and love makes me watch porn and seek for love in the porn

I know that sounds wierd but I watch porn to see love and bonding and fill my loneliness

This also affected my relation with my family and friends and my study and work and I lost a lot of opportunities in studying and university and as job

I want it to be over , I want to be in control of my emotions I don't want to beg others for attention and love

I don't want to lose more opportunities and people in my life , please someone help me

Yeah porn takes away a lot of things in life, more than you’d imagine. But the good news Ian pentos know how to fix those things and get your life back. So, start rebooting!

 

[erectodancer]

Who / what is Ian pentos?

I want to do the reboot but first almost no one responded to my post and also I feel loneliness and that's hard to deal while quitting something that is addictive like porn

 

[TurningAway]

Keep reading throughout this forum, you will find a lot of support and ideas for how to move forward. Most of all stop porn, period, and give yourself any tools needed, porn blockers, support groups, therapy, new hobbies and interests, self discovery of who you are and what matters to you. It's a hard journey, but you can do it, stopping will truly reset your mind, quite literally, the addiction causes very real brain changes. Good luck,, you got this!