angelnate26
Member
Good Afternoon rebbot nation,
My name is nathan angel and i came to this site because i have a problem and i have had some serious consequences in my life because of my problem. First off i am in the navy stationed in maryland and i have had this problem for as long as i can remember. I started watching porn occasionally as a teen in middle school and highschool which led to problems in school and home. i get into the navy and because it's going around the ship and fleet from hard drive to hard drive it was just feeding my addiction. I have been in for almost 7 years now so it's been going on for that long. I have just recently gotten engaged to my beautiful fiance last december 20th 2013 in florida. we have been in a long distance relationship for 5 years almost 6 and i have been keeping this a secret from her and i feel ashamed of it. well, last wednesday we were on skype having a date/ fun night filled with everything couples do. I had a porno playing on the tv on silent in the background and after we finished i was going to go shower and didn't turn off the tv. She get's extremely mad about it hangs up and now we are no longer in a relationship but i have made it clear to her that i am sticking to this reboot for 90 days and she is supporting me after a weekend of torture. I feel ashamed and horrible of what i did and i am deleting every last bit of porn or anything that can induce a relapse. I'm not only doing this for the relationship but for my health and work and family and god. i am a christian man and i need to start acting like one. Thank you for reading and good luck to all of my viewers. My plan is to go 90 days and if that isn't hard enough i will go for longer and that means no PMO at all for those 90 days.
My name is nathan angel and i came to this site because i have a problem and i have had some serious consequences in my life because of my problem. First off i am in the navy stationed in maryland and i have had this problem for as long as i can remember. I started watching porn occasionally as a teen in middle school and highschool which led to problems in school and home. i get into the navy and because it's going around the ship and fleet from hard drive to hard drive it was just feeding my addiction. I have been in for almost 7 years now so it's been going on for that long. I have just recently gotten engaged to my beautiful fiance last december 20th 2013 in florida. we have been in a long distance relationship for 5 years almost 6 and i have been keeping this a secret from her and i feel ashamed of it. well, last wednesday we were on skype having a date/ fun night filled with everything couples do. I had a porno playing on the tv on silent in the background and after we finished i was going to go shower and didn't turn off the tv. She get's extremely mad about it hangs up and now we are no longer in a relationship but i have made it clear to her that i am sticking to this reboot for 90 days and she is supporting me after a weekend of torture. I feel ashamed and horrible of what i did and i am deleting every last bit of porn or anything that can induce a relapse. I'm not only doing this for the relationship but for my health and work and family and god. i am a christian man and i need to start acting like one. Thank you for reading and good luck to all of my viewers. My plan is to go 90 days and if that isn't hard enough i will go for longer and that means no PMO at all for those 90 days.