Hello how are you.
Excuse me, my English is not very good.
Currently I am 34 years old I am struggling to give up pornography since I was 15 years old, I do not feel well, it is not pleasant and more to see in the past and see everything I lost due to this addiction, the maximum time that I was without seeing pornography or masturbating It was two and a half years, however the abstinence was there, it did not let me not have a healthy social life despite not consuming porn, my self-esteem was very very very low, and the worst thing is that I did not realize that, Already at the first opportunity of anxiety I fell again, I am struggling again for several years to recover, I have lived in denial for a long time, but I can no longer live like this, I have made marks on my calendar to see my progress and it is nothing Well, so I decided to start from where I am, without denial, I have read and read and searched and got here, so with all the courage and confidence possible to start.
You know, it is nice to know that there are those who understand what you are going through, you feel that you are not alone, for a long time I felt alone, I felt a lot of shame (I am still ashamed of this), if you are reading this cheer up, we only have one life and we can't live it like this.
Excuse me, my English is not very good.
Currently I am 34 years old I am struggling to give up pornography since I was 15 years old, I do not feel well, it is not pleasant and more to see in the past and see everything I lost due to this addiction, the maximum time that I was without seeing pornography or masturbating It was two and a half years, however the abstinence was there, it did not let me not have a healthy social life despite not consuming porn, my self-esteem was very very very low, and the worst thing is that I did not realize that, Already at the first opportunity of anxiety I fell again, I am struggling again for several years to recover, I have lived in denial for a long time, but I can no longer live like this, I have made marks on my calendar to see my progress and it is nothing Well, so I decided to start from where I am, without denial, I have read and read and searched and got here, so with all the courage and confidence possible to start.
You know, it is nice to know that there are those who understand what you are going through, you feel that you are not alone, for a long time I felt alone, I felt a lot of shame (I am still ashamed of this), if you are reading this cheer up, we only have one life and we can't live it like this.