reboot_8716
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Definitely noticing some changes in the frequency of sexual thoughts and the level of anxiety I was constantly feeling around questioning if I would be able to perform next time I attempted it with my wife. It’s probably helped by the fact my libido is currently dead and as such I don’t feel much like trying, so not much sense stressing.
zero morning wood or spontaneous erections so I feel like I’m in a flatline. Occasionally get intrusive thoughts but they seem to be happening less, and even if I do find my mind wandering toward a sexual fantasy, I don’t get any reaction from it. It’s just a thought but it doesn’t turn me on in any way.
memories of what porn looks like are also fading. It’s harder and harder to imagine what porn was like whereas before I could vividly recall videos in my head.
no idea how much longer the flatline will last, but I’m up to continue the journey for as long as it takes, hopeful that eventually my natural libido will return without porn.
zero morning wood or spontaneous erections so I feel like I’m in a flatline. Occasionally get intrusive thoughts but they seem to be happening less, and even if I do find my mind wandering toward a sexual fantasy, I don’t get any reaction from it. It’s just a thought but it doesn’t turn me on in any way.
memories of what porn looks like are also fading. It’s harder and harder to imagine what porn was like whereas before I could vividly recall videos in my head.
no idea how much longer the flatline will last, but I’m up to continue the journey for as long as it takes, hopeful that eventually my natural libido will return without porn.
