King Leer
Active Member
Presently I am in very good control of my life and my habits. I have been exercising regularly, eating healthier, and almost completely free from booze for a few months straight now. Porn obviously is the hardest thing to stop. I have been trying to quit for years. I am a few days PMO free and I am loving it. Being in control of myself feels so good I don't want it to stop. Still I know that somewhere down the road lie trials and tribulations that will test my resolve, it had happened before. I don't know I could make a big speech about how I can't and won't allow that to happen but I have done that before. Maybe I just gotta lean into this feeling of being master of myself, really get to know it. The more I meditate on how good it feels the more I will no longer want to go back to being a slave.
