36 days free of porn

[reboot_8716]

It’s been 36 days since I last watched porn and 22 since my last MO.

I’ve had a lot of ups and downs and went from feeling like my libido was returning a bit earlier this week to feeling like I’m still in a flatline. I think other stresses and emotions play a part but right now I don’t feel like being intimate in any way, be it with myself or with my partner. But I also feel depressed about that fact, because all I want is a good sex life.

I was even supposed to go visit my domme for some birthday fun which is upcoming, but I don’t feel very interested. I feel tired, uninspired, and blue overall.

i have faith that things will improve but it can be hard to see it sometimes. My overall demeanour is affecting my home life and making the already taught relationship with my wife worse. I don’t think ending our marriage is the answer but there are days where I wonder if everything would be better if I was on my own or with someone else.

 

[Lyrch42]

Man first of congratulations on 36 days free of PMO, you should take a minute and seriously recognize that you’ve made it a month! The flatline is completely normal and having no drive to do anything at all is the shitty side effect it has. When I was in my flatline my junk was lifeless and I felt almost like a robot due to my lack of any emotion. Try not to stress about it. Wake up and attack the day, focus on your work/ study, family/ friends. The less you worry about the flatline the better. Easier said then done I know. Does your partner know what your going through right now? Have you communicated about your reboot? If not I recommend doing so. Maybe possibly consider seeing a sex/ couples therapist. My only advice is try and remember your partner when you first fell in love with them. When things were good, that bond is still there but life sometimes has a way of stressing it out. Stay strong brother. Keep your head up and know your not alone. This path won’t be but it’s worth every day to get back to your old self.