Day 7 guys! This is possible! I’m doing a ton of work though. I heard advice in a group that white knuckling and “fighting” an urge or impulse won’t work, in fact you end up more anxious and thinking about it more. I’ve been trying to accept thoughts as they come, think about why the thought is there, if it is something I truly want, then just let it go. Seems to be working! Spending more time outside, thinking about what life really means and what the plan is for me, enjoying small things and talking to others that have this struggle is making a difference. Still challenging and I have to force myself to do work like talking and addressing things I didn’t care to address, and taking responsibility for my actions. Growth is painful but I do think it’s the way out of this.