Hi, everyone! I'm 47 years old and live in Berlin, Germany. Just like everybody else here, I've been struggling with porn for quite some time - for decades in my case. I've been doing NoFap since 2017. The pandemic derailed me in 2020, but last year I got a grip and spend 300 days entirely sober, totally free of digital dirt of any kind. I relapsed in early March, though, and feel a bit unsure about myself now. I'd already hoped this would never happen again. I'm a bit afraid I might slip into old patters and into my old, non-sober self.
I am gay and I live in a stable partnership. Using P was, for me, mostly a way to deal with anxiety and intense feelings. Meditation has helped me a lot to overcome cravings and acute urges.
Finding an AP for regular check-ins would be great. I'll also keep you updated about this part of my journey in this journal.
I am gay and I live in a stable partnership. Using P was, for me, mostly a way to deal with anxiety and intense feelings. Meditation has helped me a lot to overcome cravings and acute urges.
Finding an AP for regular check-ins would be great. I'll also keep you updated about this part of my journey in this journal.