Reboot_9178
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I am 35 year old indian, married. Having a boy child of 3 yr old. Living happily with wife except in terms of sex.
About my history with porn, got attached to porn when i was 18 years oldand have usual PMO sessions (not frequently but once in a week or so). Never felt that i dint pay heavy to those sessions. Married when i was 27 years old and the sex life was interesting till 1 year with sometimes having PE. But can get longer sessions on bed in the second round. After 1 year of normal happy sex life my wife got pregnant and i was deprived of sex for 2 years due to pregnancy time and next year with low libido of my wife. From that time i was heavily addicted to porn (1-2 sessions everyday). Within these two years i was affected with PIED/ED/PE. Now for 2 years i cannot give my wife full satisfaction and her libido is high. Also i cant even recall when i got my last MW. Even within 10 seconds of PiV i get O. And for the second round also i cant keep my erections more than 5 minutes. With porn, erections are not painful and MO is happening. Wife is now very much upset with me. The last session was on march 10 and i was terribly defeated at bed .And i dont know what to do.
That night i searched long and found this page. And started my streak (from March 11) Currently with no relapse. I talked with wife for 90 days time. I somehow needs to be get back my life.
Now i started exercising and my regular prayers.
I need more support from here and more suggestions. Do i need to go to doctor for ED & loss of MW?
Currently my libido is low and penis is like dead tortoise. But when i see my wife i get momentary erections and give her some foreplays without any O ( No PMO from March 11).
Sorry for long post guys. Give me more suggestions, techniques and advices.
Today morning i had a wet dream after long and i was so happy and decided to join here and post my experiences with REBOOTNATION
About my history with porn, got attached to porn when i was 18 years oldand have usual PMO sessions (not frequently but once in a week or so). Never felt that i dint pay heavy to those sessions. Married when i was 27 years old and the sex life was interesting till 1 year with sometimes having PE. But can get longer sessions on bed in the second round. After 1 year of normal happy sex life my wife got pregnant and i was deprived of sex for 2 years due to pregnancy time and next year with low libido of my wife. From that time i was heavily addicted to porn (1-2 sessions everyday). Within these two years i was affected with PIED/ED/PE. Now for 2 years i cannot give my wife full satisfaction and her libido is high. Also i cant even recall when i got my last MW. Even within 10 seconds of PiV i get O. And for the second round also i cant keep my erections more than 5 minutes. With porn, erections are not painful and MO is happening. Wife is now very much upset with me. The last session was on march 10 and i was terribly defeated at bed .And i dont know what to do.
That night i searched long and found this page. And started my streak (from March 11) Currently with no relapse. I talked with wife for 90 days time. I somehow needs to be get back my life.
Now i started exercising and my regular prayers.
I need more support from here and more suggestions. Do i need to go to doctor for ED & loss of MW?
Currently my libido is low and penis is like dead tortoise. But when i see my wife i get momentary erections and give her some foreplays without any O ( No PMO from March 11).
Sorry for long post guys. Give me more suggestions, techniques and advices.
Today morning i had a wet dream after long and i was so happy and decided to join here and post my experiences with REBOOTNATION
