Hi new to site been doing some reading and found a lot of great info.
I could use some advise.
Quick break down of what i have been doing secretly for 2 years.
Veiwing P and M often when wife wasnt home and sleeping for 2 years.
Effected every part of my life in one way or another i know now.
Taking cealis & also viagra without my wifes knowledge , as i couldnt live both lives without the help of ED drugs.
So fast forward to the awkward moment when it all came to light.
I was caught living my secret life by my wife on May 28th.
Stopped cold turkey on the pills May 28th.
Stopped veiwing P cold turkey
Came clean on everything.
Thanks to learning threw Gabes vidoes & site and YBOP of the effects it was having on me causeing the ED I DONT WANT it anymore EVER in my life or in my head !!!
But im still having problems down there.
I feel i have done all i can and now i beleive i have also developed performance anxiety.
I cant stay focused. And i try almost nightly to satify my wife and most times its a roller coaster ride for both of us, even though we both want each other.
Some nights are great some nights are a flop!
We have a wonderful full life that has been torn apart by this , my wife is so unhappy and angry with the loss of trust that it effects me daily and her a lot !!! It just never seems to end!
We see marrage counselor. ( sometimes she wont go )
Read Porn trap ( helped greatly )
Seen doctors and have had tests done.
Now im still having to deal with ED that comes and goes and its killing our marriage.
what more can i do or what am i doing wrong.
Thanks in advance for advise and reading.
SRM.
I could use some advise.
Quick break down of what i have been doing secretly for 2 years.
Veiwing P and M often when wife wasnt home and sleeping for 2 years.
Effected every part of my life in one way or another i know now.
Taking cealis & also viagra without my wifes knowledge , as i couldnt live both lives without the help of ED drugs.
So fast forward to the awkward moment when it all came to light.
I was caught living my secret life by my wife on May 28th.
Stopped cold turkey on the pills May 28th.
Stopped veiwing P cold turkey
Came clean on everything.
Thanks to learning threw Gabes vidoes & site and YBOP of the effects it was having on me causeing the ED I DONT WANT it anymore EVER in my life or in my head !!!
But im still having problems down there.
I feel i have done all i can and now i beleive i have also developed performance anxiety.
I cant stay focused. And i try almost nightly to satify my wife and most times its a roller coaster ride for both of us, even though we both want each other.
Some nights are great some nights are a flop!
We have a wonderful full life that has been torn apart by this , my wife is so unhappy and angry with the loss of trust that it effects me daily and her a lot !!! It just never seems to end!
We see marrage counselor. ( sometimes she wont go )
Read Porn trap ( helped greatly )
Seen doctors and have had tests done.
Now im still having to deal with ED that comes and goes and its killing our marriage.
what more can i do or what am i doing wrong.
Thanks in advance for advise and reading.
SRM.