100% brother, thanks for the encouragement
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33 Years old time to fully move on from this problem
- Thread starter Madvino
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Day 10 & 11 & 12
Still holding on, i cant say holding on strong because the temptation to fall back was still there. I think this first month is going to be a tough one to pass because the body is seriously craving the rush. I've had good sex with my wife accouple of days back so it eased the craving a little. Some days are easier than other which is expected.
It is insane to think about how easy it is these days to access porn, you literally have a computer in your pocket HD and ready to be used. Sites are countless even normal social media apps like Instagram or even twitter and filled with pages of models who are pushing content with whatever the hell you are into.
I remember growing up how rare it was to have access to such things, either through a hard cover magazine or like a TV channel that you could watch if you had paid cable. This whole thing became like a formula to get men hooked on this shit. Billion dollar industry that needs to be fed.
Closing in on the 2 week mark which historically has been one of the toughest weeks to push through.
Going in with a strong belief and good intentions. Wish me luck.
Still holding on, i cant say holding on strong because the temptation to fall back was still there. I think this first month is going to be a tough one to pass because the body is seriously craving the rush. I've had good sex with my wife accouple of days back so it eased the craving a little. Some days are easier than other which is expected.
It is insane to think about how easy it is these days to access porn, you literally have a computer in your pocket HD and ready to be used. Sites are countless even normal social media apps like Instagram or even twitter and filled with pages of models who are pushing content with whatever the hell you are into.
I remember growing up how rare it was to have access to such things, either through a hard cover magazine or like a TV channel that you could watch if you had paid cable. This whole thing became like a formula to get men hooked on this shit. Billion dollar industry that needs to be fed.
Closing in on the 2 week mark which historically has been one of the toughest weeks to push through.
Going in with a strong belief and good intentions. Wish me luck.
Day 13, 14 & 15
AS expected the past 3 days has been very challenging and i assume the upcoming 2 weeks are going to be hell until i come out on the other side.
The force of habit is very powerful, your body is craving and aching for the same feelings and what is familiar.
At this stage still holding on with no FAP and no porn however i was extremally tempted and looked at certain models, every time i did however i closed the application and moved on to something else. My body kept going back wanting to see more and each time i shut it down. So i don't know if this reboot thing is about never looking at material or never fapping but my goal is to reach a level where the body isn't craving these things anymore and the mind is clean of filth. So although i checked out those women i am happy i didnt indulge in it , i will work on limiting and remove that complete because again sometimes all it takes is a thread to go back to where you were.
I've been doing much more meditation latly actually it has been an absolute delight and i can already see a few good developments as a result of being connected with the source and having positive visualization. In the perfect image of myself there is no room for pornography or fapping and the more i visualize that person the more those feelings will become present and i download that personality into reality.
i've also been working out daily something that i normally do but im putting more effort in it, i feel that to fight this battle my body needs to be in top shape and never get lazy.
My wife and daughter are travelling next week, which happens to be the 3rd week were most of the relapses happen. It could very well be the toughest challenge i face in my life however i will continue to implement healthy habits and face it head on. My goal from this whole journey is not no fap my goal is to reach a level where i do not indulge in porn nor crave it, to reboot my brain to how it was when i was younger before all this pornographic programing took place over the years.
wish me luck brothers.
AS expected the past 3 days has been very challenging and i assume the upcoming 2 weeks are going to be hell until i come out on the other side.
The force of habit is very powerful, your body is craving and aching for the same feelings and what is familiar.
At this stage still holding on with no FAP and no porn however i was extremally tempted and looked at certain models, every time i did however i closed the application and moved on to something else. My body kept going back wanting to see more and each time i shut it down. So i don't know if this reboot thing is about never looking at material or never fapping but my goal is to reach a level where the body isn't craving these things anymore and the mind is clean of filth. So although i checked out those women i am happy i didnt indulge in it , i will work on limiting and remove that complete because again sometimes all it takes is a thread to go back to where you were.
I've been doing much more meditation latly actually it has been an absolute delight and i can already see a few good developments as a result of being connected with the source and having positive visualization. In the perfect image of myself there is no room for pornography or fapping and the more i visualize that person the more those feelings will become present and i download that personality into reality.
i've also been working out daily something that i normally do but im putting more effort in it, i feel that to fight this battle my body needs to be in top shape and never get lazy.
My wife and daughter are travelling next week, which happens to be the 3rd week were most of the relapses happen. It could very well be the toughest challenge i face in my life however i will continue to implement healthy habits and face it head on. My goal from this whole journey is not no fap my goal is to reach a level where i do not indulge in porn nor crave it, to reboot my brain to how it was when i was younger before all this pornographic programing took place over the years.
wish me luck brothers.