Reboot progress

[sadboiboi]

Since i have not been to the doctor to see if my ed is not due to organic causes, im not definitely and entirely sure that my ed is due to porn.  but im still starting a reboot nonetheless since i dont want to touch porn ever in my life again and see if there is improvement. My target is 2 months currently to see if there is any progress on my ed and i hope to see progress! Ill try to update these daily cause my exams are nearing. But here is a little info on myself. Im 18 this year. On my prev post, "I have been watching porn since the age of 12. Im 18 now. Recently i have been watching it daily and pmo-ing. Then suddenly there was this day 2 weeks ago i organsmed without getting a full erection. From that day onwards i havent been able to achieve an erection when watching porn or masturbating. But i do have some erections in the middle of the night but only seldom. When im with my girlfriend i can feel my dick getting hard sometimes. But i just cant erect when masturbating or watching porn. I recently tried to pmo after 1 week of not doing it but i still couldnt erect when watching porn or masturbating. I could do it last time daily." this is my situation. i really hope my ed is not due to any physical or organic causes and its just purely porn induced ed.

So today is day 5 of my reboot. My penis is still somesort in a flatline. I didnt masturbate or watch porn. I was currently busy with my exam and hope it will keep me away from thinking about my ed. But i hadnt had morning woods for the past 4 days in the reboot.

 

[rcl5354]

Ay man good for you for starting the reboot period. I am also 18 and is on day 105. Stay motivated man. The first couple months are rough (they were for me).stay strong man

 

[Innocence]

Glad to see you're making progress!

The chances that this is due porn are really high.
I think 2 months can be a good goal to start with, but don't let the temptations get you when the boners return!

I know you're in your exam and all but if you have free time, I'd advice you to get more educated on the subject.
Reading the YBOP ebook gave me lots of knowledge and motivation even if I read just 2-3 pages at night.

Stay strong bud!

 

[sadboiboi]

Thanks alot for your advice! Ill see if i have time to read the ebook. Is the ebook free? Meanwhile during the reboot while intimate actions with my girlfriend help? Like kissing and hugging? Or is it harmful? Anyway is it really perfectly normal for you not to have morning woods or cannot erect when masturbating? Ill post my progress for today tonight again!

 

[rcl5354]

I had a similar question as well .are we allowed physical contact with girls or sis everything not allowed?

 

[Innocence]

I'd like to recommend you guys reading this:
http://yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-with-a-partner


Also, no the ebook is not free but there are alternatives.
Shoot me a PM if you are interested.

 

[sadboiboi]

Day 6 of my reboot: There was something to be pleased of. I actually had an erection while i was studying in the library today.First in like the past 3 days. It just happened naturally without any other external stimulus or any fantasizing. I dont have the urge to watch porn or masturbate today though. Today was a busy day with many consultations with my teachers in the college and a graduating exam coming up. Hope this business could kill of my thoughts on this matter. Im gonna play sports like basketball after my exam(I used to play basketball alot but  i have stopped because school work was heavy). I hoped this kind of spontaneous erections would happen more often to put my worries away.

 

[Innocence]

Day 6 of my reboot: There was something to be pleased of. I actually had an erection while i was studying in the library today.First in like the past 3 days. It just happened naturally without any other external stimulus or any fantasizing. I dont have the urge to watch porn or masturbate today though. Today was a busy day with many consultations with my teachers in the college and a graduating exam coming up. Hope this business could kill of my thoughts on this matter. Im gonna play sports like basketball after my exam(I used to play basketball alot but  i have stopped because school work was heavy). I hoped this kind of spontaneous erections would happen more often to put my worries away.

I know it's a comforting reaction to see your erections are getting back, just don't be tempted and leave it during your reboot!

 

[rcl5354]

Thank you !

 

[sadboiboi]

Day 7th of my reboot. I think im in a flatline. No erections today and no urge to masturbate or watch porn too. Perhaps its because its 4 more days to my major graduating exam in college and i had to do really well for it. So i spent most of the time studying today in the library and nothing else. Hope that my libido will be back soon! cant wait for my little boy to start erecting like it was in the past!

 

[Innocence]

Day 7th of my reboot. I think im in a flatline. No erections today and no urge to masturbate or watch porn too. Perhaps its because its 4 more days to my major graduating exam in college and i had to do really well for it. So i spent most of the time studying today in the library and nothing else. Hope that my libido will be back soon! cant wait for my little boy to start erecting like it was in the past!

Doing things like spending time in the library is a really great thing to do because you're away from the computer and there are no possibilities of watching porn there.
No erections and no urge to watch porn nor to masturbate is a good progress. Don't try to think too much about it though!

About your libido, it surely will come back but you actually want to avoid that for a little while until you're further in your reboot.

 

[sadboiboi]

Thanks for the advice and encouragement! ever since i couldnt erect when trying to masturbate and watching porn before the reboot, i had no more urges to watch porn as i was afraid of losing my sex interest forever. so i decided to quit porn for good.

 

[sadboiboi]

Day 8 of my reboot: Today was a rather busy day with all the studying as its 3 days away from my graduating major exam including today. My girlfriend came to accompany me in the library today. Surprisingly, i woke up this morning with a huge erection that was about 80-90% of my erection last time. Dont worry i controlled myself and didnt gave myself the chance to masturbate. This was actually the first time! I did had another erection when i was with my girlfriend later but it wasnt as great as the one i woke up in the morning. But it felt great that my little boy can actually react. Library is probably a good place to stay in if you are a college student like me, having loads of school work and exam. It definitely keeps your mind away from porn and all those sexual stuff. But i would prefer playing sports. as i said im gonna play basketball and gym after my major exam is over in 3 weeks time. Cheers and im looking forward to my recovery!

 

[sadboiboi]

Day 9 of my reboot: Today marks the 9th day of reboot. time passes so fast yet so slowly and its only one day left after today to study for my exam. My post may seem boring cause this is a major exam period and studying is a neccessity. besides studying can keep me away from thinking of porn. I had a mild erection today when i was with my girlfriend. really mild. other than that it was nothing. But i could see improvement as my mind no longer keep appearing those porn scenes and im not even tempted for now to watch porn and masturbate. Thats all for today.

 

[sadboiboi]

Day 10 and day 11 of my reboot: It was rather busy with the exams. I could feel the sudden urge to pmo again. but NO i will quit porn forever in my life. My dick has been rather active as compared to the past, it started to get more erections though it wasnt as hard yet. But i had a wet dream on the night of day 10. Is this supposed to be a sign of recovery or something?

 

[sadboiboi]

Day 12 of my reboot: Ive sort of been in a flatline. Gone were those sudden erections and wet dream. I think i had semen leakage on the day 10 or 11th of my reboot. What is the cause of the semen leakage? is it a bad or good thing? Kinda busy on the graduating college exam now. So kinda had some mood swings and worry.

 

[Innocence]

Day 12 of my reboot: Ive sort of been in a flatline. Gone were those sudden erections and wet dream. I think i had semen leakage on the day 10 or 11th of my reboot. What is the cause of the semen leakage? is it a bad or good thing? Kinda busy on the graduating college exam now. So kinda had some mood swings and worry.

Don't worry about the leakage!
It's just your body having to get rid of the sperm in another way, I personally don't have had it (or that I know of) but it's a normal thing that happens during a reboot so don't worry about it

Keep strong buddy, you can do it.

 

[sadboiboi]

But the semen leakage is kinda irritating. haha

Day 13 of my reboot : Today exam kinda didnt went well for me, putting my distinction at risk and i think most of my other friends will do better than me. I suddenly have that urge to masturbate again because i was feeling kinda down, but lucky i held on and didnt do it because i really didnt want to relapse and want to recover as soon as possible. Still in a flatline since yesterday and mood was  not that good.

 

[sadboiboi]

It has been a while since i updated as recently im really busy with studying and overwhelmed by the study workload. Day 14 to 15 of my reboots i spent it most of the time in the library with my girlfriend. Strangely the random i had like yesterday with my girlfriend, it was turgid and hard. But it was unable to 'stand up' like in the past when i pmo. In the past the penis can just like maintain its 'vertical manner' but the erection i had yesterday and the past few days, they were hard and probably long but were unable to remain vertical. Is this normal?

 

[sadboiboi]

Today was a pretty bad day with my exam not going well. didnt really have the mood to do anything, in a flatline and certainly not even the mood to pmo. But im still kinda worried when will my dick even get normal considering i used the death grip also..