100 PLUS DAYs with some improvements

Scorpio1990

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Hi everyone I just wanted to post my current improvements just to give some hope to others. When I 1st started I went limp on my Gf, freaked out but then I had a gut feeling that it was the cause of porn, I cut it completely and within a week got normal erections again. Then in the 1st of May I went numb, complete Anhedonia (flatline). I had bad anxiety, deep depression, low libido, fatigue, suicidal thoughts, insomnia, lack of motivation, and lack of appetite.

I had no morning wood or erections until two weeks, feel like my erections started to improve little by little. I managed to have sex twice with my gf one around round after another but the orgasms felt bad. Then a month later we had sex again, she looked beautiful and smelt good which turned me on. It was fast but felt good no problem with erections. We had managed to have sex two weeks later again multiple times around after round.

So as of now my anxiety has improved and so has my depression. The suicidal thoughts are gone even if I tried to think of suicide I can’t seem to think much of it. I still feel the Anhedonia also with the lack of libido. I have Orgasm a handful of times with sex but my erections don’t feel to be much of a issue. I haven’t looked at porn or pmo. I just wanted to let people know my progress and be a example that rebooting works. It may take time for me to fulling recover but I am beginning to have hope because of my results within these months. I see lots of success stories which give me hope and others that don’t but I am in my own journey. I don’t have mental or physical issues. I don’t take meds even when my therapist tried to push me to. I haven’t taken Ed drugs either. I feel like pills will set me back. Good luck on your journey and keep pushing.
 
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