Suicidal

Alex R.

Member
I've been struggling with pied for 3 years. Haven't watched porn. Relapses a completar of times to instagram and mo alone. I have sean improvement but now I have set back and dont seem to improve. I'm 18 by the way. The best years ahead. I will start uni in 2 weeks and I dont know what to do I have depression and anxiety 24/7 and I tried to tell my parents abiut this but dont believe me and think its my fault and say that its all in my head. I wish someone could garantes that this is reversible 100% because right now it doesent siempre like it. I dlnt really have any reasin to live any longer. I survive thinking that one day it will heal but it doesent . I dont know how much longer I can resist.
 

Scorpio1990

Active Member
I've been struggling with pied for 3 years. Haven't watched porn. Relapses a completar of times to instagram and mo alone. I have sean improvement but now I have set back and dont seem to improve. I'm 18 by the way. The best years ahead. I will start uni in 2 weeks and I dont know what to do I have depression and anxiety 24/7 and I tried to tell my parents abiut this but dont believe me and think its my fault and say that its all in my head. I wish someone could garantes that this is reversible 100% because right now it doesent siempre like it. I dlnt really have any reasin to live any longer. I survive thinking that one day it will heal but it doesent . I dont know how much longer I can resist.
So have you done hard mode the whole time? Has any mental symptoms improve? Did you start having withdrawals all after you stopped viewing porn?
 

Scorpio1990

Active Member
I've been struggling with pied for 3 years. Haven't watched porn. Relapses a completar of times to instagram and mo alone. I have sean improvement but now I have set back and dont seem to improve. I'm 18 by the way. The best years ahead. I will start uni in 2 weeks and I dont know what to do I have depression and anxiety 24/7 and I tried to tell my parents abiut this but dont believe me and think its my fault and say that its all in my head. I wish someone could garantes that this is reversible 100% because right now it doesent siempre like it. I dlnt really have any reasin to live any longer. I survive thinking that one day it will heal but it doesent . I dont know how much longer I can resist.
I also forgot to mention is that the low libido or no libido is likely from Anhedonia which is the depression, so will have no appetite, no motivation, no feelings for anything. I had suicidal thoughts for three months every day but like a member on here told me it will get better with time of abstaining which it did. Just stay strong.
 
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