@N89 way to go man. I think the encouragement of seeing so many other fight this fight does bring strength in our own battles. You mentioned your wife - do you tell her whenever you PMO or MO? This is coming from someone who kept this all hidden for years so I'm not exactly a beacon of truth here but I am committing myself to telling my wife anytime I slip up from here on out. Keeping it hidden from the person you are closest to will only make it easier to fall back into the cycle. Rooting for you man!