Time to change

[FailBoy10126]

Hi guys my name is "Fail", I'm from the Philippines and I am suffering from PIED for about a year and a half now.

Here's my summary of what's happening:
I became so addicted to masturbating that even if I suffered from PIED. Even though I have PIED, I still continued to masturbate not to porn but this time, pictures of girls in facebook. (Disgusting. I know).
I am so consumed with lust that I can't even pass 2 days of reboot. If my guess is right, I have failed 27 times now. The longest "No PMO" I was able to do in the past was 46 days and in that following day I masturbated, triggering my brain to be addicted yet again thus returning myself back to stage 1 of reboot.

This time I want to make this my final reboot. Since I started porn at a young age, I presume that my recovery might take 2 years but I am willing to do everything now to cure myself from this addiction.

I know it won't be easy. I can't rely on will power alone.

That's why I need your help guys. I need you guys to support me in my questions. I just want myself to be back to normal.

For now on, I will try to update as much as I can to my progress report.

Anyways.... thank you guys for reading. Hope you can lend me some insights or support in my adventure towards "Change"


(BTW Sorry for my bad English)

 

[Recovery101]

Kumusta na kaibigan. I'm from the Philippines too, but I moved to the U.S when I was 6 and now I'm 13. I know it's hard to stay away from PMO, but I promise you it's possible. Back then I couldn't even make it past to days as well. That was when I didn't have a purpose or drive to stop. Now I have a motivation, and that's all the people here. Their success stories motivate me to stay strong and you should check them out too. Anyway mabuting suwerte ka na sa reboot mo. Maging malakas ik?w. -Rec101 (sorry if my Tagalog spelling is bad. Never learned to spell in Tagalog. I just know how to speak it. lol)