So, today I found out that I have some soft of ED, Probably porn related since I watch(ed) porn almoste every day, and I could masturbate for hours. I'm 19 years old and virgin and I'm planning on starting the Nofap.
Today I tried to masturbate without porn and visualization and my dick only got "half hard". I'm feeling pretty bad right now since there is a girl in my class and we like each other and I was planning on dating her or something. I think I will try to get more close to her, maybe even get her as a gf. She seems to be the kind of girl that is caring and loving, so that's good if we get in a ralationship. HOWEVER some poeple with ED sees girls as objectives and have no feelings for them. I actually care about her and don't see her as an object at all. I see her as a girl with emotions, and I wanna be in a realtionship with her that we BOTH win from, win:win. And I actually want other things from her besides sex, and of course I would give other things to her that are not sex related. Since I'm a virgin I don't even know how my dick will react if I get to have sex with her, but I'm afraid that it would get hard.
So far I have:
1. Deleted all my porn acounts (you can't delete your acount from some porn sites, so I deleted all my favorite videos and everything there instead)
2. Deleted all my pics of girls on my computer (a lot of the girls were in my class, or people that I would se regularly, not talk to though. I used to masturbate and fantasized about them, creepy, I know)
3. I deleted all dirty text conversations, since I'm not going to visualize about sex anymore.
4. "Started" Nofap. The last masturbation session I had was this morning (12h ago), the one I mentioned in the second paragraph.
Does anybody have tips to share with me about me ED and the situation with the girl?
Thanks
Today I tried to masturbate without porn and visualization and my dick only got "half hard". I'm feeling pretty bad right now since there is a girl in my class and we like each other and I was planning on dating her or something. I think I will try to get more close to her, maybe even get her as a gf. She seems to be the kind of girl that is caring and loving, so that's good if we get in a ralationship. HOWEVER some poeple with ED sees girls as objectives and have no feelings for them. I actually care about her and don't see her as an object at all. I see her as a girl with emotions, and I wanna be in a realtionship with her that we BOTH win from, win:win. And I actually want other things from her besides sex, and of course I would give other things to her that are not sex related. Since I'm a virgin I don't even know how my dick will react if I get to have sex with her, but I'm afraid that it would get hard.
So far I have:
1. Deleted all my porn acounts (you can't delete your acount from some porn sites, so I deleted all my favorite videos and everything there instead)
2. Deleted all my pics of girls on my computer (a lot of the girls were in my class, or people that I would se regularly, not talk to though. I used to masturbate and fantasized about them, creepy, I know)
3. I deleted all dirty text conversations, since I'm not going to visualize about sex anymore.
4. "Started" Nofap. The last masturbation session I had was this morning (12h ago), the one I mentioned in the second paragraph.
Does anybody have tips to share with me about me ED and the situation with the girl?
Thanks