19 Year Old Porn Induced Ed day 16 of no fap.

[Jaded434]

Ill try and keep this as short as possible! I started masturbating at the age of 14 by humping my bed, and i started doing this to porn, for some reason I never used my hand, just humped the bed, then when I was 18(summer 2013 I had just turned 18) I realized i could never cum with just my hand so I began masturbating with my hand, this was great for all of 3 days before I used soap in the shower and had an allergic reaction to it, ever since then (July 2013) my dick has never been the same sensitivity wise and I need lube to masturbate due to the friction being overpowering compared to pleasure. I never knew or thought I had ED untilI tried to lose my Virginity in February of this year to a girl I met at a bar, i couldn't get hard at all, flacid the whole time! This greatly depressed me and was shocking considering how hot she was. Ive always masturbated to fetishes so I can see how 4 years of this caused harm. I tried no porn and to be honest ive gone weeks without it, I can masturbate fine with my  imagination, just imagining regular sex works for me so I didnt think it was porn. I tried to have sex again in July another one night stand  same thing, no erection whatsoever. After this I entered a deep depression for the entire summer and almost killed myself twice thinking that my dick will never work for sex, ive done no fap for 14 days twice and 11 days once but I never had any significant changes.|

This brings me to right now, im currently on a 16 day streak of no masturbation or porn at all. I made out with a girl last night and she wanted to "get out of here" but I declined because I didnt want my dick to fail me a 3rd time, I haven't had any amazing benefits from no fap so far, my sensitivity is better but nothing drastic and I dont get any morning wood or erections,its like it is dead down there, I didnt get hard at all while grinding with girls or making out, im just wondering what to do, my goal is 60 days of no masturbation no edging no porn or orgasm, im hoping this will cure me as right now im missing out on the best years of my sex life and its really embarassing and depressing to not be able to get hard at the age of 18/19.
On a side not im addicted to pot now (have been for 6 months)

Any advice or tips or encouragement would be greatly appreciated as I really dont know what to do anymore and these sexual problems have resulted in me almost killing myself twice (Im an attractive fit guy and can get girls but my penis always fails me so I dont see a point in anything anymore)

 

[krille95]

I believe masturbating with your imagination is bad, you have to get out of your head. Real sex is not happening in your hed, it's a connection between two people (another real person, not some imaginary girl that you control in your mind). I'm also 19, but virgin and I think I have PIED. I found out yesterday (saw a video about it and tried to get hard when masturbating WITHOUT imagination, and I only got semi-hard). I immedietly deleted my porn account, all dirty text conversations, pics of girl on my computer and everything. I will stay away from EVERYTHING that has anything to do with sexual imagination, because I have to get out of my fucking head so I can get hard when I meet a real girl. I believe the key is to "re-program" your brain to get turned on by REAL girls in real life instead of getting turned on with your imagination.

Another tip I got from a guy on youtube (his chanel is called "black white guy in america") is to associate as much pain to the problem as possible. I'll try to explain: When ever you feel tempted to masturbate or watch porn, then you have to remeber WHY you starded the nofap no pmo, think about the PAIN you will have in your life if you don't get it together. Imagine living this way for the rest of your life, pathetic, right? That's how I think about it.

Every goal you have in life has obstacles, it's your job to put your attention on the GOAL instead of all the nonsence reasons why you can't do it (that's what haters try to do). Be strong and focus on your goal!

Another guy I recomend to check out is Arash Dibazar. He talks about everything in life; women, mindset, psychology, business and a lot of other things. I have become a lot stronger mentally since I started watching his videos.

You are the only one that can make the decision to make the change. Take control of your own life.

I might went a little of topic, but I hope this information information was helpful. Please tell my if my info was useful. I wanna know because  I'm only on my second day since I found out that I got ED so I need to know if I'm mistaken about anything.

Good luck man, remember to stay strong!