Three days ago I received oral sex. I was able to get hard, sustain it, and orgasm. It was very enjoyable. Does this mean I'm cured? I've been waking up with MW more frequently as of late and I feel like a have a little bit of libido sometimes. I'm a little over two months in and this recent spark of libido happened after I touched myself one night to just thought (not fantasies, just the thought of a girl that I know) and the second time to a picture my girl sent me (probably not something I should have done, but at least it's her body which I'm familiar with and not a random porn star). I feel like I'm getting some good signs and I'm going to stop with the MO and only O when I'm with my girl. She wants to have sex in the near future (maybe a month or so). I really want to be ready for this. Does it sound like where I'm at I could be ready for this? I'm not sure how long my erections should last, when I'm with her they come and then they might go after a few minutes, but when she starts to give me oral or a handjob or something it goes back up. I feel myself start to get a little hard just when she strokes my arm or holds my hand. Obviously that doesn't turn into a full on hardon but I feel like it's a good sign. I feel like I got to like 97% hard with the oral this weekend. There are improvements I feel like I can make, but I feel as though I can function sexually. I don't feel like I'm in a total flatline anymore. Hopefully it stays that way.