Since I've started Ive had some very intrusive thoughts.When I read others stories, there seems to be hope and optimism. For me it's constant stress and intense worry. I Keep going round in circles with different things I think I have wrong with me. 1st I think I have some sort of Is bladder prostate and kidney cancer. Then that subsides and I think the next day that I am a homosexual. Even though I've been attracted to women, I keep trying to tell myself it's been a lie my whole life. I'd really like to get some thoughts on if this is my mind playing tricks on me to get me back To masturbation or that I am so neurotic and hyposexual with some healthy anxiety that I actually need some sort of medication.
Bipolar/OCD vs. true rebooting process
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