Therapy

[Chriski]

I’ve had this monster in my life as far back as I can remember. I think I may need therapy in addition to my effort to deal with this addiction. When I was four years old my Father walked out and separated from my mother. It crushed my world. Apparently it got so bad that my parents had to get back together. They fought all the time after that. So the way I coped with that was to fantasize at bedtime. I was about 7 years old at this point. My fantasy was that I was an adopted child and I would make mistakes that would require a punishment. The father figure would tell me to go in the basement where I would be required to completely undress. He would tie my hands up and he would spank me with a belt. It wasn’t a sexual thing for the father figure nor was there any fantasy of him touching me or anything like that. It’s just the punishment and being exposed that I liked. I think this addiction goes way deeper than just stopping porn and masturbating.

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[AlexthenotsoGreat]

It sounds like you could use therapy if you fantasized about that. I used to go and it can be very helpful when you have unwanted behaviors or thoughts. You can always try it and see how it works, but you might need a at least a few sessions to get anything out of it. I know how weird it feels at first, but you get used to it. Best of luck to you!

 

[AlexthenotsoGreat]

Thanks for sharing btw.