Hi
@Crackers1
First, I’d encourage you to continue to seek help from a psychiatrist/therapist. You’ve mentioned struggling with anxiety and depression and being manic, and it would be wise to seek out a professional who can help you address those and they could help you figure out if there are other underlying causes to your problems other than porn.
Second, it could be the flatline that many rebooters report, including myself, yes. If you haven’t watched it already, I made this video with my thoughts and advice on the flatline. You may find something in it useful:
Lastly, I want you to know I’m rooting for you, and I’m proud of the effort you’ve been putting in to be healthier. My advice is to keep doing as many healthy things as possible that will help combat anxiety. The essentials: eat healthy, exercise, meditate, talk with loved ones, do something kind for someone, prioritize sleep etc. And again, talk to a mental health professional who can help you. There is hope, you’re not alone. Keep truckin’ and much love.