dddmzzz123
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Hello my name is Chris… No stranger to this site… I have had porn addiction for about 10 years now… I first started on this website 5 years ago in 2017… When I went on a impressive 10 week reboot without PMO….Unfortunately relapsed on day 64 by making the foolish mistake on going back on social media…. Now here I am five years later to finally beat this addiction for good…This addiction started when I was 19 so you can call me a late bloomer…I had a good 18 years without porn addiction which I am thankful for because a lot of people have it a a young age and go through grades 1-12 with this addiction… Growing up I wasn’t a ladies man I would say until maybe high school I realized that girls were interested in me.. Went on a few dates, made out with numerous girls and used to flirt easily before from the beginning of high school til I graduated… When I turned 19 the first year after I graduated is when I somehow found Giantess videos on YouTube and remembered always had a fetish for that when I was younger I used to fantasize.. That’s when it started for me and masturbated for the first time at 19 years old.. Can you believe it.. Most people growing up did that a a very young age.. I had sex before I ever masurbated.. Yeah hard to believe.. But after that I was hooked… Thts when porn came in… I was hooked to fetishes from porn and year by year I kept getting into more extreme content.. Realized slowly but surely it would screw up my social life, sex life and would become a shell of myself from high school… I couldn’t meet new girls or people in general because it was like my social skills were gone.. Extreme Social anxiety when I never had social anxiety before.. Would shy away from interactions with people… Depression and extreme lack of motivation while everybody around me was moving forward in their life while it seemed I was in stuck in the same spot for years… My dick was shriveled up and becoming way smaller and lifeless I was just a mess… I decided to google what was wrong with me to see if anybody had a similar problem experience or if it was just me.. That’s when I found Reboot Nation Gabe Deem videos on YouTube around 2015.. Those videos saved my life and gave me hope knowing there was a way out… I think I went on numerous reboots that year but ultimately failed.. I couldn’t get past 3 days at first… Then 3 turned into 8 then 8 turned into 15 and 15 turned 20 and that was the farthest I got for 2015… 2016 comes around in June and decided to do another reboot… I went 29 days that years then ultimately relapsed… Went out and met girls and chilled with them throughout that reboot process so I know I was making process in that time frame.. April 2017 comes around and that’s when I decided this is it I’m going to beat this addiction for good… That as the first time I used this website and forums and created my journal… Like I said I went on an impressive 10 week streak… Around my 4th or 5th week my social anxiety was gone…Went through the flatline and everything but overcame it all.. Around my 8th week I felt my morning wood come back and one day randomly my dick was just standing up and I almost cried.. I was recovering and never thought this would happen again.. I made it day 64.. Just 26 days away from day 90 then I went out with some friends and then made a major red flag mistake.. I was feeling so good I made the terrible decision of going back on social media.. Facebook and Instagram and would regret that decision for years to come.. Relasped that same night and it was the worst feeling ever.. I have never had an official reboot since 2017.. Now at 28 the last 5 years has been hell… Now staring Sunday I am finally back on my official reboot and I have hope and motivation as I did in 2017 but even more this time with greater experience… I hope for support as I share my recovery journey with you all and I will do the same and support y’all too… We can beat this addiction if we all work together!!!! God bless you all.. We got this บาคาร่าออนไลน์