Day 25

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angelnate26

Member
Good Evening everyone,
                Today has been a pretty good day. it's friday, went to my second sex addicts class of the week, went to the gym and chatted with my amazing girlfriend. It's been a pretty good night no lie. I only had one urge today but it wasn't really that strong or bad so i was able to resist and get rid of it pretty easily. I've gotten the hang of this whole resisting thing down now to a science. I'm able to resist anything at this point i feel very comfortable with this feeling. Thank you all for all of your love and support you have shown me and i know you all will make your goal keep pushing and have a great night.
 
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Yelashade

Member
I'm so glad you've gotten the resisting part sorted out in your mind! You've really nailed down keeping yourself distracted and away from the urges and I think that's fantastic. You're heading in the right direction bro and you deserve every success that comes your way :)
 
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angelnate26

Member
Good Afternoon everyone, today has been a good day. got a lot of my artwork done and drawings done today. finally getting back into it. Watched some football and just relaxed. yesterday was also a good day as well. got a new video game and hung out with friends. it's been a really relaxing weekend and i have had a few urges in the past few days but i have had the willpower and the grace of god and friends to help push me through it all and resist the urges. I am really working for a lot of things mainly being the future family with my girlfriend. I want to kick this habit so i can have a much better life and a healthy relationship being porn free. I just want to say thank you for helping me through this whole thing so far and god bless all of you. Keep at it and i know you will all make it keep pushing. Have a great night.
 
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angelnate26

Member
Hey everyone, it's been a pretty good day just wanted to stop in and say hi. I havent had any urges today at all so im feeling pretty good right now. I finished work and came home then went to the gym. then finished another wood burning plaque for a friend of mine. it's been a pretty productive day and now it's time for bed. thanks for the support everyone. have a great night
 
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angelnate26

Member
Hey guys how is everyone doing tonight. I'm doing pretty good, a little sore but nothing out of the blue. Havent had any major urges, a few small ones but that's about it and i got over those pretty quickly. I've been doing my woodworking and watching some movies today. finished work a little early and just relaxed so not too bad of a day right. I got to skype my lovely girlfriend and she always helps me calm down and get through everything and she's a huge reason i've lasted this long and want to push to the end. And every last one of you all have helped tremendously as well ever tho you aren't here physically you're here in spirit so i say thank you and have a great night.
 
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angelnate26

Member
Good Evening everyone, Today is day number 55 and i'm feeling a lot better than on day one. haha my focus and attention has increased drastically and i am getting a lot more done than i used to. For example i didn't really have much motivation to do my art and now im busting out two to three plaques a day. I just recently got an order in to make 6 signs for christmas and i'm making it happen. My biggest supporter is my girlfriend who has been pushing me through everything i have done and i am so grateful for her to be in my life. I had a few urges today but because of the rain and snow and all my work i distracted myself with them and the urges went away. i am finding that the further i go into these days, the easier it's getting to resist. Thank you everyone and i hope you have a great day.
 
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angelnate26

Member
Good evening everyone today marks number 59. Today i have some very sad news to report to you all. Today one of my shipmates at my command committed suicide. He was a pretty good friend of mine and it was a huge shock to all of us and the fleet as well as we lost a member to suicide. It's been a tough day for all of us but i know he's in a better place now. I have not had any urges for the past few days because i have been keeping myself busy with my woodwork as well as my regular job. I am finally on leave now so i will be spending the holiday's with my family in jersey. time for some rest and relaxation. Have a great night ladies and gentlemen and god bless
 
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LS90

Active Member
angelnate26 said:
Good evening everyone today marks number 59. Today i have some very sad news to report to you all. Today one of my shipmates at my command committed suicide. He was a pretty good friend of mine and it was a huge shock to all of us and the fleet as well as we lost a member to suicide. It's been a tough day for all of us but i know he's in a better place now. I have not had any urges for the past few days because i have been keeping myself busy with my woodwork as well as my regular job. I am finally on leave now so i will be spending the holiday's with my family in jersey. time for some rest and relaxation. Have a great night ladies and gentlemen and god bless
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Sorry to hear that man. May he rest in peace now. Sad sad news!
 
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angelnate26

Member
Good Evening everyone. sorry i've been away for a while been busy with family and christmas present wrapping. I havent had any urges the past few days. Been keeping busy with a lot of things and havent really had time to notice if i did or not haha. I'm doing alright tho seeing as tho one of my friends passed. It's a shock but i've been around death enough to know how to handle myself but he will be missed. I will try to keep posting every day while i am here at home for the holidays. Thanks for reading and the support as always. have a great night and god bless.
 
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angelnate26

Member
Good Evening everyone, thank you for the kind words and motivation. I'm glad i started this a few months ago and have a group of people going through similar issues as myself. Going cold turkey off the PMO out of the blue was a shocker for my body and mind but i am glad that i have done it. i have something very important that i am working towards and doing it for and that is keeping my fiance with me. I'm doing this so we may have a better life in the future, porn free and focusing only on her beauty and grace. She means the world to me and i would have it no other way. I woke up this morning pretty excited and i know that's normal for guys but instead of taking care of it like i did in the past i got out of bed and took a shower then went downstairs and had breakfast. only one other time today did any urge pop up but that was when the family and i were watching a movie and a commercial came on advertising an adam and eve ad and it was a slight urge but i just looked away at my phone and went about my day. But that's about all i have to offer for today so with that i leave you with a good night and god bless. All of you can do it if you really put yourself to it.
 
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angelnate26

Member
Good evening everyone, as promised i am continuing my posts. I only had one urge today and that was during some christmas shopping with the family. It went away pretty fast and i no urge whatsoever for the rest of the day. Just been doing a lot of christmas wrapping and just when you think you're done, more presents show up out of the blue and are waiting to be wrapped. i tapped out and had to go to bed so with that being said have a great night and i will talk to you all tomorow.
 
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angelnate26

Member
Good Afternoon evreyone,
            Today i have only had one urge and that was from waking up after a weird dream. not going into details at all. But the past few days have been pretty fun. Christmas was amazing had a great time with friends and family and i will be headed back to base in a few hours here. I have a nice long 3 and a half to 5 hour drive depending on traffic. anyway i hope you all have an amazing day and i'll talk to you later on in tomorrow post.
 
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angelnate26

Member
Happy new year to everyone here on reboot. It's a brand new year full of suprises and i say bring it on. Not really any urges today or yesterday. Been keeping myself busy and preoccupied. i hope all of you have a great night and keep pushing to your goal. Stay safe out there tonight guys.
 
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angelnate26

Member
Good Morning everyone,
        Just wanted to say that i am thankful to have each and every one of you in my life supporting me and each other here. I had only one urge today but instead of doing anything about it i made some coffee and continued doing more of my wood work. nothing else happened that im aware of and i am going to keep it that way for the next 14 days which is where my goal of 90 days ends. i will continue to post on here after the 90 because i dont want to give up on you just as you never gave up on me. Have a great day everyone i'll chat with you tomorrow
 
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angelnate26

Member
Good afternoon everyone,
          Just wanted to stop in and say hi and see how everyone is doing tonight. I'm doing alright, no urges today at all. I have almost made it to my goal of 90 days and after that i will continue to post and keep at it even tho my goal has been reached. thank you to everyone who is with me on this journal. have a great night rebooters.
 
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angelnate26

Member
Good evening rebooters,
            In 7 days i will have reached my goal of 90 days i am so proud to be able to say that i have gone this far without any PMO and i plan on going for even longer. it's been a tought road to be on but ive put everything i had into this. I had only one small urge today and that was when i woke up as most guys do but i got up and didn't do anything about it. i ignored it and put my contacts in and went about my day. i finished work, went fishing and talked with my amazing fiance and now im just getting ready for bed. Thank you for all of the support everyone i really appreciate it. I hope you have an amazing night and god bless.
 
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angelnate26

Member
Good evening everyone,
          All i have to report to you tonight is that i did have one urge that was this morning. i woke up with a stiff one and proceeded to go about my day as tho it wasn't even there. it came from a dream last night involving my fiance so that's good at least. I have been too busy and on the move today to even slow down enough to have any others that i know of. only 6 more days and i will have reached the goal. thanks to everyone that has been here encouraging me along the way. have a great night.
 
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