Scorpio1990
Active Member
I have been thinking lately that I need to lay off from all these forums. They give me more anxiety on the whole recovery process. Idk how I’m gonna do this recovery because I keep reading mix things. All I can see is hardmode is the way to go. I will just cut ties from my gf and all women that I can potentially have sex with. I have gone through caffeine withdrawals two years ago and it was hell. I remember telling myself what’s worse then this. Well porn withdrawals are the worst. I lost all senses to life and now idk. I had goals to purchase my 1st home this year and that went to shit. I had plans to marry and have a child with my current girlfriend and that went to shit. I’m willing to sacrifice years to abstain but I won’t go past 3yrs. I don’t believe that whole Rewiring to get your libido back deal so I won’t be doing that. If I ever recover I’ll come back to let you guys know my success story. I appreciate for everyone’s advice and support. Good luck to you all. Thank you