Hello everyone,
First of all, I want to introduce myself and tell you why I am here. I am currently 18 years old and I consider myself as a handsome guy, I am going to the gym for 2 years now, chicks are often looking at me and smiling, but for some reasons I have a lack of confidence, depression, anxiety and I am not very social. I have read so many articles about confidence building, anxiety, social life, depression and etc., but nothing seems to fit all of my characteristics until now.
Lately I noticed that I have low libido and softer erections than what they used to be, I don't even have a morning wood anymore. After researching about the possible causes, I have come to this website where it feels like I can find myself in just every other guy's problems. I have watched porn since I was 13 and I have never thought that I am addicted to porn, but now after reading so much about the topic, I consider my addiction as a severe one. I just don't enjoy normal porn as much as before and I always need something different and more extreme to satisfy my needs, I enjoy just every porn even if it doesn't fit my sexual orientation.
I highly believe that I found the root of my problems and I want to fix them once for all, but in order to do that I need motivation and this journal is my motivation.
First of all, I want to introduce myself and tell you why I am here. I am currently 18 years old and I consider myself as a handsome guy, I am going to the gym for 2 years now, chicks are often looking at me and smiling, but for some reasons I have a lack of confidence, depression, anxiety and I am not very social. I have read so many articles about confidence building, anxiety, social life, depression and etc., but nothing seems to fit all of my characteristics until now.
Lately I noticed that I have low libido and softer erections than what they used to be, I don't even have a morning wood anymore. After researching about the possible causes, I have come to this website where it feels like I can find myself in just every other guy's problems. I have watched porn since I was 13 and I have never thought that I am addicted to porn, but now after reading so much about the topic, I consider my addiction as a severe one. I just don't enjoy normal porn as much as before and I always need something different and more extreme to satisfy my needs, I enjoy just every porn even if it doesn't fit my sexual orientation.
I highly believe that I found the root of my problems and I want to fix them once for all, but in order to do that I need motivation and this journal is my motivation.