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cheeseck

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Day 3 / 30.

Met with my girlfriend last night. We didnt do anything intimate other than just cuddle and kiss. Normally it either ends up with sex or atleast some form of pleasing me. but last night it was nothing. Which is kinda good coz I want my dopamine to stop firing so much. Mission impossible movie was sick tho! must watch. I got decent sleep. could be better but wont complain.

Have a good day yall.
 
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cheeseck

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Day 4/30.

Last night was so tough. And its partly because 3 days is like a rebound moment. But eventhough I started touching myself and watched a little bit of content on social media; I stayed put. after I realised the voice in my head, I stopped and started playin some video games. It helped. I know If I keep at it for the next couple of days, I wont have time to think about this for the next 5 days as I am having some guests over for 5 days. but yes, Day 3 night was pretty hard. But I am here.

Have a nice day! see you guys tomorrow
 
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cheeseck

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Day 5/30

I’m about to have guests over tonight so I’m sure my mind will be occupied for the next 4 days since they staying over for 4 days. overall pretty good. Craving are very high through but I was gaming until late night yesterday so I didn’t really think about watching content.
Have a great day all
 
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cheeseck

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Androg said:
People often find that when they spend a long time on the Internet, even if they are just gaming, it makes cravings more intense over the following day or so.

See what you observe.
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Oh hmm. You're not wrong. I generally game to socialize with some friends and have a good time instead of me being on my phone and browsing through content. But yes, I am consciously focusing on reducing my time on the internet.
 
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cheeseck

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Day 6/30,

I am going to continue my count from day 6 since I have been busy with family guests that came over. Throughout the days I have had slightly bad sleep quality. but nothing that has effected me drastically. I can feel that my quality will go up and mood as well. But nothing major to report. Having healthy morning woods. have a good day yall
 
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cheeseck

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Day 1 or 7?

Last night I got a handjob from my girlfriend, IDK if it it should be allowed or not? If it isnt then this will be my day 1. Let me know what ya'll thing?everything else is great. my uncles and fam have left my place and now I am no longer busy with them. So I have a lot of time at hand. I hope I wont relapse but I am being conscious so its good. Have a great day ya'll.
 
SmokenMirrors

SmokenMirrors

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cheeseck said:
Day 1 or 7?

Last night I got a handjob from my girlfriend, IDK if it it should be allowed or not? If it isnt then this will be my day 1. Let me know what ya'll thing?everything else is great. my uncles and fam have left my place and now I am no longer busy with them. So I have a lot of time at hand. I hope I wont relapse but I am being conscious so its good. Have a great day ya'll.
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Depends on your goals of the reboot! Is it a relapse? Absolutely not, because it's real. If you were planning on going monk mode then I guess technically that wouldn't align with that purpose? Either way, real life O's are the goal for all of us! I did find that not O'ing during my first few months of my reboot helped massively
 
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cheeseck

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SmokenMirrors said:
Depends on your goals of the reboot! Is it a relapse? Absolutely not, because it's real. If you were planning on going monk mode then I guess technically that wouldn't align with that purpose? Either way, real life O's are the goal for all of us! I did find that not O'ing during my first few months of my reboot helped massively
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You're right. My goal is not to go Monk mode tbh, I still want to O naturally and be able to have fun with my girlfriend. I just dont want to induce porn and masturbation. I want to stay away from dopamine releases through porn.
 
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