Sometimes I think that the extreme episodes of my husbands lack of sexual desire may have stemmed from his attempts to stop watching porn for me. I really do believe that (even without knowledge of porn addiction or acknowledging he was an addict) he really did try to stop watching porn because of how it made me feel. Looking back and applying all of this new insight, I can't help but wonder if perhaps some of those episodes were actually him "flat-lining". And I can't help but to feel guilty that it's possibly he relapsed because I would nag him so much about why he didn't feel sexual needs, and therefore couldn't fulfill mine. So he searched out porn to see if his penis still worked, or to get inspired.
I know it's also just as possible his extreme periods of sexual inactivity with me could also be because he was having PIED. It's not something that I haven't experienced with him on more than a few occasions. I just wanted to get that feeling of guilt off of my chest though. I really wish I had a friend close to home I could talk openly to.
I know it's also just as possible his extreme periods of sexual inactivity with me could also be because he was having PIED. It's not something that I haven't experienced with him on more than a few occasions. I just wanted to get that feeling of guilt off of my chest though. I really wish I had a friend close to home I could talk openly to.