23 years old, started porn after 12, sex at 19 years old. Only 4 times until 23.

jpccunha

New Member
Hi, i have 23 years old, i sarted porn after i was 12, my brother showed me pics and tapes.
I kissed two girls until i was 16. my relationships only lasted for 2 weeks.

Later i was to university when i was 18, after that i have sex when i was 19 and guess what? Porn induced ed, i was still able to penetrate her but i couldnt fell anything ( i just thought , if this is sex i hate it LOL) . I dint thought that time that my problem was porn so i keep going. One year pass and i only get could penetrate an girl because i went to the bathroom seeing porn haha. Glad she was drunk and kind of sleep and didnt saw my awfull performace. Glad i discovered your brain in porn, maybe at 22. First times was very hard for me to stop masturbating, i remeber that, i still did it week after week,  later month after month until i stop complete. At 22 i finally found a stable girl i we had sex for some ocasions. The thing that i remeber was that after one drunk night i had an very powerfull  orgasm, that orgasm i was achived after i remeber some psychological stimulation, i was imagining that i was with my cousin, somehow i had my dick hard for one week . I was very energetic and just wanted to fuck, in that week, because that girl did not want to be with me i "picked up" another girl and went to her house... my dick was semi hard only, i knew  i haved a problem.


TL:DR
porn addict after 12
kissed two girls at 16, relationship only lasted two weeks both
"semi-sex" at 19 that i didnt felt anything ( very inside my head and desensitization)
sex at 20 with another girl, only get hard after seeing porn
sex at 22 , powerful orgasm that made my dick very hard just to think about that moment ( achieved by psychological stimulation) byy one week, in same week, maybe last day  i had again semi-sex (semi-hard duck) with a girl i meet in the night.


My situation now:
Amazing girlfriend.
Can get up very hard with physical stimulation.
If i am relax i still and get hard when kissing the girl.


Problem:
My erection dont last very long without physical arousal and have trauma of not getting hard. My morning woods are kind o week right now, i already achieved a powerful one list last 4 mouths, dont know if was beacause of meditation i did or kegel exercises or  herb i taked( horny goat weed) (no venous leak i think)


What i am doing:
Of course, no porn. Mastubation without ejaculation very rare, just to test my dick.
I take right now some herbs  to raise my testo and have a erection without physical touch.
Gonna do some tests with herbs to help my brain achieve this firstand later stop to see how it works.
Repair the connection between brain and dick to have again erections that don't fade away quickly.

what i want to learn:
How to orgasm without ejaculation
 

LS90

Active Member
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