geckoman1011
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Hello . My name is Danny . I have a problem. To clear things up let me let you guys know I am in recovery from drugs. I am 6 months clean in a program and in order to feel sobriety I need to get over this aficionados addiction. I am 20 years old. I am addicted to fetish porn. Mostly humiliation and hard core porn that involves bodily fluids etc. I am not proud of this . It developed after coming across a porn when I was 13 and I secretly watched it and it grew into my identity. I been trying to stop watching it. I need help with this. I don't understand my withdrawls. I get really turned on the first few days and then I relapse and I have no explanation to why. My girlfriend is also like this. I want to change. I don't want to be clean and no longer addicted to Internet porn. About day 3 I start to get the urges and I always give in. What do I do . I need help . I'm complicated because it is a deep rooted fetish for me . Is this possible to change . Can I be normal ? Please direct me.