42&Hopeful
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Haha. You do, indeed, sound like a yogi, but I like the phrase.I sound like a yogi when I say that one can achieve orgasm of the mind constantly, if they are not constantly distracted by orgasm of the body.
Haha. You do, indeed, sound like a yogi, but I like the phrase.I sound like a yogi when I say that one can achieve orgasm of the mind constantly, if they are not constantly distracted by orgasm of the body.
Wise words. Thanks!I attest staying clean is 1000% better than cumming.
While cumming obviously feels momentarily better, 99% of the non-cum time feels like sandpaper. It's not worthwhile.
On a scale of 1 to 10, I'll rather take a "6" day everyday than a "10" one day and "1" for the reminder days of a month.
While the "6" days will never be as emotionally high as a "10" day, it does have a chance to become consistent "7" or "8" days if we learn to cultivate gratitude and appreciation.
It's very hard to explain to addicts why non-addict life is better, just like explaining why living in another country is better than your's if you've never been there before.
But the fact that addiction distorts and destabilize our emotions and sense of reality is enough to question if its feel good is really better.
Great question! It is not pleasure, and perhaps that's the best way to look at it. And I like the idea of one day at a time. I'm in the weeds now. These days are difficult ones.Key questions..is it really pleasure? Looking at your first post it seems there is a lot of pain for you, your wife, and low worth and difficult feelings that comes with it - which doesn't quite add up to a pleasurable activity. If its just pleasure it kind of makes sense to use, so I think its important to convince the brain that it isn't..
Also a lot of people in recovery get overwhelmed with the prospect of forever, which is why we try to approach it a day at a time - just for today I won't use feels a lot more manageable and doable right?
Thanks! This makes sense, thought it doesn't make things easy right now. Today has been a challenge, but I am grateful for the fact that I have endured it. Here's hoping tomorrow will be a bit easier!Paradoxically, as you give up an addiction your brain becomes more sensitive to everyday pleasures. So, your life becomes more pleasurable over all. Most people also find they are more attractive to potential mates. So, stay strong.
It's called time. Every day you resist porn will build your confidence. Every week will feel like an accomplishment. Your first month is guaranteed to make you feel like a champ. Tell that voice inside your head to shut the hell up. My voice still bothers me at 9 months and counting, but the voice is getting weaker and more pathetic all the time.I don’t know what it feels like to be confident that I’ll be able to succeed. I stil have a nagging voice telling me I’ve been on day two countless times and that, no matter how many more days you make it, you’ll ultimately fail. This is a very damaging thought loop. I don’t know how to change it. I want to, though. Any advice?
Amazing! Thanks so much for this. You're right. Perspective is everything and the encouragement and perspective I am getting from this forum has exceeded my expectations! And for that, I can't thank everyone enough!Perspective is everything.
Don't think that you are losing something when in fact you are gaining everything.
If you were one of the migrants on a boat sailing to America in the early 1900s, does the sight of Ellis Island fill you with joy or fear? Does the years ahead of struggle daunt you?
No!
Because all you have in your heart is the knowledge that you are free from your former oppressors and a good life awaits you if you struggle hard.
Don't mourn for a good loss.
Celebrate for a better earned future.
Thanks! I like that - tell the voice in my head to shut the hell up. It's day seven and I am staring down the barrel of a day alone in my office, but I am feeling good, knowing the support I have here.It's called time. Every day you resist porn will build your confidence. Every week will feel like an accomplishment. Your first month is guaranteed to make you feel like a champ. Tell that voice inside your head to shut the hell up. My voice still bothers me at 9 months and counting, but the voice is getting weaker and more pathetic all the time.
Thank you!Sorry it's tough at the moment. It will get easier.
Great advice! I am definitely doing a deep dive into what triggered the relapse. And I like the idea of finding a balance between not being too hard on myself and not being too soft. I think that's spot-on.Sharing relapses helps, 42&Hopeful. When it happens (and it will), my advice is don't be too hard on yourself - but don't be too soft on yourself either. Ask yourself what happened.
Ha. You're right! It does dovetail nicely with that article you shared with me. That is quite interesting! Thanks for this! It's inspiring!Relapse happens if we're not careful and determined.
7 days is just spot on with the article I shared earlier with you.
Rebooting and RN is about your recovery and reconnecting with yourself. It is not about relationships here. Do not worry about what other people think. Just focus on understanding and strengthening yourself. Your aim is to leave this forum one day with full control of yourself.
This relapse is no different than the last time. No new techniques, no new methods. Dig in and endure the next 14 days. Recognize and reward your achievements constantly. And then another 14 days more. And after that month by month.
And then voila! You're 6 mths clean with a clear hold and understanding of yourself. You can do this!