QanWaz
Member
Guys I know you would think, I've come back here again with same shit as before, But, in the past 4 months, several things happened which were absolutely unique and if you read the post, you would find it worth reading.
1. First of all, Who am I?
Ans: You can read about me in the thread called "I you ejaculate without stimulation, then watch the journey" where I documented my whole experience of highs and lows.
I quit posting after two months and joined again after several months but didn't continue posting.
2. Why didn't I post again?
Ans: I was afraid to start all over again or afraid to put myself out there as a failure. Yeah that's more accurate. I've victorious in every facet of my life and couldn't see myself knocked by a simple dopamine kick. Plus, it's a tiresome job to think of your true self and put it into few possible words which requires time and energy where I'm very selective.
3. What's my current status?
Ans: As far as my Ejaculation without Stimulation is concerned, it's pretty recovered now. Means I don't ejaculate just by simply staring at a semi-naked girl which was literally a case a year before. Now, I have only problem of using porn addiction as an escape from my mental pain and suffering out of tough work and a way to relax and more accurately, to get the same feeling of pleasure over and over again which sex would give me.
4. Now why have I decided to post again?
Ans: Couple of reasons for that,
Firstly, it gives me some sort of high to keep pushing myself by recording my journey everyday.
Secondly, I consider it like I'm writing my destiny with my own hands.
Thirdly, it helps me getting my random thoughts articulated and dumping at a place where needed.
Fourthly, this platform provides me with an opportunity to connect myself with a network who are probably going through the same problems as I, so many chances of getting to know each other and educate with others' knowledge and experience.
Lastly, it will be perfect place to document me ultimate cure to the epidemic of obscenity and porn.
5. What's the ultimate cure?
Ans: As I have tried almost every way possible to get rid of this menace of porn addiction, although, some of them gives me some results but they're always temporary. I have abstained from this addiction for 2 2 months 3 times, and whenever I did that, it was with the help of that ultimately cure. That cure is "Be a true Muslim. Means becoming a truly practicing Muslim and believe in Allah by following his commandment about this (obscenity) as test for a man and the rewards in the day of judgement for patience."
I know there tons of other methods like outlined by Dr. Anna Lambke and Dr Andrew Huberman. I've tried those, but they didn't work for me in the long run.
The ultimate cure works always, one because it is simply to remember and recall in the wake of dopamine attack when prefrontal cortex gets shutdown and we couldn't be able to think logically. Then, the ultimate cure helps me frame the addiction as an enemy (as described by the Quran) and gives me strength to beat it. Otherwise, other methods make me feel victim rather than fighter. Lastly, I think the ultimate cure tells me clearly that, this battle is not a three months or five months or 5 years game, in fact, it relaxes me by stating that you have to make yourself prepared for lifetime because it's lifetime test. It brings down the load of doing it for certain amount of time and fearing the relapse. The ultimate cure provides me the framework to equip myself to fight with it for life while opening the option of satisfying the human sexual needs through proper channel (nikkah).
6. Will I post consistently this time?
Ans: Yes absolutely, every other day. I'll be spending a good hour here documenting my journey.
1. First of all, Who am I?
Ans: You can read about me in the thread called "I you ejaculate without stimulation, then watch the journey" where I documented my whole experience of highs and lows.
I quit posting after two months and joined again after several months but didn't continue posting.
2. Why didn't I post again?
Ans: I was afraid to start all over again or afraid to put myself out there as a failure. Yeah that's more accurate. I've victorious in every facet of my life and couldn't see myself knocked by a simple dopamine kick. Plus, it's a tiresome job to think of your true self and put it into few possible words which requires time and energy where I'm very selective.
3. What's my current status?
Ans: As far as my Ejaculation without Stimulation is concerned, it's pretty recovered now. Means I don't ejaculate just by simply staring at a semi-naked girl which was literally a case a year before. Now, I have only problem of using porn addiction as an escape from my mental pain and suffering out of tough work and a way to relax and more accurately, to get the same feeling of pleasure over and over again which sex would give me.
4. Now why have I decided to post again?
Ans: Couple of reasons for that,
Firstly, it gives me some sort of high to keep pushing myself by recording my journey everyday.
Secondly, I consider it like I'm writing my destiny with my own hands.
Thirdly, it helps me getting my random thoughts articulated and dumping at a place where needed.
Fourthly, this platform provides me with an opportunity to connect myself with a network who are probably going through the same problems as I, so many chances of getting to know each other and educate with others' knowledge and experience.
Lastly, it will be perfect place to document me ultimate cure to the epidemic of obscenity and porn.
5. What's the ultimate cure?
Ans: As I have tried almost every way possible to get rid of this menace of porn addiction, although, some of them gives me some results but they're always temporary. I have abstained from this addiction for 2 2 months 3 times, and whenever I did that, it was with the help of that ultimately cure. That cure is "Be a true Muslim. Means becoming a truly practicing Muslim and believe in Allah by following his commandment about this (obscenity) as test for a man and the rewards in the day of judgement for patience."
I know there tons of other methods like outlined by Dr. Anna Lambke and Dr Andrew Huberman. I've tried those, but they didn't work for me in the long run.
The ultimate cure works always, one because it is simply to remember and recall in the wake of dopamine attack when prefrontal cortex gets shutdown and we couldn't be able to think logically. Then, the ultimate cure helps me frame the addiction as an enemy (as described by the Quran) and gives me strength to beat it. Otherwise, other methods make me feel victim rather than fighter. Lastly, I think the ultimate cure tells me clearly that, this battle is not a three months or five months or 5 years game, in fact, it relaxes me by stating that you have to make yourself prepared for lifetime because it's lifetime test. It brings down the load of doing it for certain amount of time and fearing the relapse. The ultimate cure provides me the framework to equip myself to fight with it for life while opening the option of satisfying the human sexual needs through proper channel (nikkah).
6. Will I post consistently this time?
Ans: Yes absolutely, every other day. I'll be spending a good hour here documenting my journey.
