Hi all,
I have been a veteran addict for over 20 years PMO has ruined me and my realation ships.
Started as a teen in old school Poro mags and some old VHS I found.
I started having sex in highschool and had no issues with anything till early 20s.
That's when burned DVDs off your friends and then the internet.
25 on and off I had lots of pied
problems,I have been a chronic edger for a long time.
I knew I had a massive problem but couldn't stop.
Fast forward till when I was 35 I noticed my dick becomeing numb and loss of libido,only could have sex with pills and didn't really enjoy it.
It felt foreign and weird.
I found out about pied and PMO addiction around 2017 I had a 2 month stint but couldn't stick to it,I did notice improvement.
2018 met my wife,sex started out ok but became more far and few between,still numb dick and low libido couldn't get it up to porn or anything.
I had full blown Ed over the years I had all blood test etc all came back well.my wife divorce me 4 years after marriage.one other girl i tried to have sex with,on Viagra nothing happened it killed me on the inside.
2023!!
Did my first 3 months no PMO basically was in flatline before I started,so it's been easy no urgers or libido,duck looks like raisen.
After 60 days strared to get nightime wood,and had 1 morning wood so far.
Still with numb dick.
I'm at 110 days now,I did mo at 90 days.
I don't know how long it will take me to get my mojo back,I have severe pied I might be looking at 1 or 2 years.i don't even know anymore.
However I met a girl at work I fell head over heels for her,I haven't felt anything like that towards a women in years.it was like hypo attraction,caused me anxiety probably my has been so numbed from PMO.cant stop think about her hahaha.
I just want to have a partner and enjoy normal sex.
I will never go PMO again it's all over.
Sorry for the rant,and my bad grammar.
We are all in this anti PMO shit show together peace!!!
I have been a veteran addict for over 20 years PMO has ruined me and my realation ships.
Started as a teen in old school Poro mags and some old VHS I found.
I started having sex in highschool and had no issues with anything till early 20s.
That's when burned DVDs off your friends and then the internet.
25 on and off I had lots of pied
problems,I have been a chronic edger for a long time.
I knew I had a massive problem but couldn't stop.
Fast forward till when I was 35 I noticed my dick becomeing numb and loss of libido,only could have sex with pills and didn't really enjoy it.
It felt foreign and weird.
I found out about pied and PMO addiction around 2017 I had a 2 month stint but couldn't stick to it,I did notice improvement.
2018 met my wife,sex started out ok but became more far and few between,still numb dick and low libido couldn't get it up to porn or anything.
I had full blown Ed over the years I had all blood test etc all came back well.my wife divorce me 4 years after marriage.one other girl i tried to have sex with,on Viagra nothing happened it killed me on the inside.
2023!!
Did my first 3 months no PMO basically was in flatline before I started,so it's been easy no urgers or libido,duck looks like raisen.
After 60 days strared to get nightime wood,and had 1 morning wood so far.
Still with numb dick.
I'm at 110 days now,I did mo at 90 days.
I don't know how long it will take me to get my mojo back,I have severe pied I might be looking at 1 or 2 years.i don't even know anymore.
However I met a girl at work I fell head over heels for her,I haven't felt anything like that towards a women in years.it was like hypo attraction,caused me anxiety probably my has been so numbed from PMO.cant stop think about her hahaha.
I just want to have a partner and enjoy normal sex.
I will never go PMO again it's all over.
Sorry for the rant,and my bad grammar.
We are all in this anti PMO shit show together peace!!!
