Relapsed 4th time in 2023.

[K1998]

I relapsed today. I relapsed 3 more times after achieving my longest streak (97 days) i don't know why i am getting weaker at fighting the urges and dealing with triggers. I am a busy man that goes office daily and because of that i feel exhausted in evening, i don't exercise daily, i am not evolving as a person. I am just stuck in porn dreams or fantasizing about real girls. I don’t know how i am gonna do this.

I just know one thing no matter how many times i fall i will not stop fighting.

This is it for now i will keep posting from now and i will share more about my journey. I need support from you all.

 

[Blondie]

Hey @K1998, it happens man. 97 days is a hell of an achievement! It's easy to be hard on ourselves and think about the few bad days and not focus on the 97 good ones. Ask yourself what got you heading in that direction, and try to correct it for next time.

Best