My Journey

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Intro
Well I guess im here for the same reason as most the get rid of this PIED. For many reasons, the irony of typing this very journal on the device
that gives me the trouble my laptop. I will document my struggles victorys. Ive got alot going for me, and it kills me to struggle with this but its so hard to just stop. I can never understand why I go back to it when afterwards i feel stupid and mentally worse than before.

My entry to porn was at 13 I regularly jacked it and it was never a problem. Like Anything it was a gateway to were I stand now. With the fear of not being able to perform. At 15 I became sexually active, and porn has never effected me up until last year, inbetween sex I lost my erection. This happened on and off till the relationship. Single for 7 months and ive been jacking daily and know firmly believe my man wont work should i meet a real women, and i have one who i really like and am petrified i wont work so its time to quit well ive tried and failed so i reckoned posting here could help me and possibly get advice from peeps who have been in my shoes b4
THANKS 

 

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Hello. You have already started walking towards success. You started trying.you will surely get there. But the question now is how long will it take for you. How many lessons (relapse) u must go through is what u must decide.
Few points id like to tell u. Which m following thru in my life.
1)Beware of your triggers
2)its okay u relapse. Try again.
3) Record ur Escapekey (times hw u escape when u r triggered) my escapekeys (pulling out internet cable,going to piss,smetimes pinching myself to get my mood shifted)
4)report urself daily here. Post it and participate in it.
5)see ur counter all the time.
6) help others ull feel great.
7) dont give up.
8) instead of porn what will u do? Like during tht time? I read fiction books
Lock n load solider u r now ready for the war