Relentless Observer
Active Member
This journey has been going on for several years now. Throughout it I have had some progress. After a few years of no P, but intermittent MO I had a girlfriend for about 2.5 years and was able to have sex with her a few times a week. However, much of that time the erections were forced and I never had a full erection.
I think that rewiring can be nice, but the desire to show love and affection physically with a partner is strong and so in many times I forced erections and I think that harmed my healing. My most consistent periods of morning wood and sexual response came from longer periods of abstinence from any MO, so I want to try this more again.
As a newly single man I am committing now to an indefinite period of abstinence from any MO in addition to abstinence from P.
It has been about 5 weeks now and I am hopeful every few months I can have some worthwhile positive changes to share.
I think that rewiring can be nice, but the desire to show love and affection physically with a partner is strong and so in many times I forced erections and I think that harmed my healing. My most consistent periods of morning wood and sexual response came from longer periods of abstinence from any MO, so I want to try this more again.
As a newly single man I am committing now to an indefinite period of abstinence from any MO in addition to abstinence from P.
It has been about 5 weeks now and I am hopeful every few months I can have some worthwhile positive changes to share.