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Robert20
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So guys, you may have been following my other Journal and unfortunately today on my 30th Day NO PMO, I relapsed :'( I'm super annoyed and can't believe it. Morning erections had returned and were getting stronger for the last week which literally hadn't happened for the last year and a bit, flaccid penis was bigger, libido improving slightly. I hadn't had any urges until today and I got caught out BADLY! What an idiot I am. Well, there is only one way to fix it and that's to start right up again.
I'm so afraid that all my progress will be lost and I wont wake up with a morning wood tomorrow and all these gains in twenty nine days has disappeared. It's my own fault though, so no one to blame. I watched porn twice and masturbated and orgasmed to it twice also :-\ So I have re-set my counter and of course starting right up again tomorrow. Do you think I have hurt my progress badly?
Also, sorry to re-do my journal but I found I really helped and I wouldn't this one to be a fresh start to symbolize the reboot (I know weird)
Thanks for your support guys.
I'm so afraid that all my progress will be lost and I wont wake up with a morning wood tomorrow and all these gains in twenty nine days has disappeared. It's my own fault though, so no one to blame. I watched porn twice and masturbated and orgasmed to it twice also :-\ So I have re-set my counter and of course starting right up again tomorrow. Do you think I have hurt my progress badly?
Also, sorry to re-do my journal but I found I really helped and I wouldn't this one to be a fresh start to symbolize the reboot (I know weird)
Thanks for your support guys.