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Pr3c1se
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Hey everyone.
I'm new to the community. I randomly found this site on the internets.
I've been watching porn for about 13 years now. It's never affected me before. Strange how it took this long? I'm 25 years old and college educated.
For the past 2 years though I've been having ED on and off. Never with Porn though. Watching porn I would get an erection 100% of the time.
In this past 2 years, I narrowed down what could be the source without the knowledge of internet porn addiction. I figured porn must be the issue as I was clearly not experiencing ED in all aspects of life.
I've tried to stop watching porn on my own but for some reason I just cannot shake it, regardless of how much I'd like to. It's a stress reliever.
I've broken up with 2 different girls during this time, they have no idea I watch porn. I'm really wondering if I broke up with these girls BECAUSE of my porn addiction. That would certainly be ineresting.
I've decided not to find another girlfriend until I kick this habit.
Reading everyones stories is really interesting as its comforting knowing others have had this issue and have overcome it.
I always thought addicts were these "strange" people with "problems".. And I kind of cast them to the side thinking they were delinquents. Not knowing I was creating my own addiction. It really sheds a new light on addicts for me, and I can understand that "urge" that they feel.
Nobody in my life knows of this issue, as it really has not impacted my life noticeably (people break up all the time).
I wouldn't mind having someone else to talk to in regards to this situation.
I'm new to the community. I randomly found this site on the internets.
I've been watching porn for about 13 years now. It's never affected me before. Strange how it took this long? I'm 25 years old and college educated.
For the past 2 years though I've been having ED on and off. Never with Porn though. Watching porn I would get an erection 100% of the time.
In this past 2 years, I narrowed down what could be the source without the knowledge of internet porn addiction. I figured porn must be the issue as I was clearly not experiencing ED in all aspects of life.
I've tried to stop watching porn on my own but for some reason I just cannot shake it, regardless of how much I'd like to. It's a stress reliever.
I've broken up with 2 different girls during this time, they have no idea I watch porn. I'm really wondering if I broke up with these girls BECAUSE of my porn addiction. That would certainly be ineresting.
I've decided not to find another girlfriend until I kick this habit.
Reading everyones stories is really interesting as its comforting knowing others have had this issue and have overcome it.
I always thought addicts were these "strange" people with "problems".. And I kind of cast them to the side thinking they were delinquents. Not knowing I was creating my own addiction. It really sheds a new light on addicts for me, and I can understand that "urge" that they feel.
Nobody in my life knows of this issue, as it really has not impacted my life noticeably (people break up all the time).
I wouldn't mind having someone else to talk to in regards to this situation.