Day 0
Journal Entry 1: As anyone could imagine, day 1 with 1 million days to go is as daunting as it sounds. I'm in the deep, dark depths all alone. I'm too ashamed to talk to my friends about my condition. I will be relying on you and my journal to occupy my mind while i navigate through this. This is my first reboot journal attempt, and is actually my first online blog. I am new to the interface and would appreciate template advice. (How do i keep my journal nicely logged? Is it best to log all on one page?) Anyways, here we go. First step towards recovery.
Objective: In order to keep myself moving forward and active on this site, I hope to encourage fellow reboot travelers and hopefully receive outsiders opinions on my own journey. I have yet to learn how to place realistic personal goals, so for now i'll just say i'd like to lose the need for P and M altogether.
Background: I'm 23 years old and I've been PMO'ing daily since sometime in high school. (Taking a guess i'd say 6 or 7 years ago.) I am a PMO late at night kind of guy. I've been aware of my addiction for a few years and have gone on breaks before, never taking it too seriously. Longest break was maybe 6 months but that had to be over two years ago. I had even gone as far as educating myself about rebooting. Yet still I returned to a near daily PMO schedule. Many months ago i self-diagnosed myself with porn induced ED, after an embarrassing limp-dicked camping fiasco. I've moved 17 hrs away from my hometown in September for school (3rd year, Electrical Eng.), and am currently living with three male roommates.
Journal Entry 1: As anyone could imagine, day 1 with 1 million days to go is as daunting as it sounds. I'm in the deep, dark depths all alone. I'm too ashamed to talk to my friends about my condition. I will be relying on you and my journal to occupy my mind while i navigate through this. This is my first reboot journal attempt, and is actually my first online blog. I am new to the interface and would appreciate template advice. (How do i keep my journal nicely logged? Is it best to log all on one page?) Anyways, here we go. First step towards recovery.
Objective: In order to keep myself moving forward and active on this site, I hope to encourage fellow reboot travelers and hopefully receive outsiders opinions on my own journey. I have yet to learn how to place realistic personal goals, so for now i'll just say i'd like to lose the need for P and M altogether.
Background: I'm 23 years old and I've been PMO'ing daily since sometime in high school. (Taking a guess i'd say 6 or 7 years ago.) I am a PMO late at night kind of guy. I've been aware of my addiction for a few years and have gone on breaks before, never taking it too seriously. Longest break was maybe 6 months but that had to be over two years ago. I had even gone as far as educating myself about rebooting. Yet still I returned to a near daily PMO schedule. Many months ago i self-diagnosed myself with porn induced ED, after an embarrassing limp-dicked camping fiasco. I've moved 17 hrs away from my hometown in September for school (3rd year, Electrical Eng.), and am currently living with three male roommates.