jstatca
Member
I've had my "ups and downs" since I first started masturbating but that didn't start til relatively later in life at 23. Before I got circumcised I couldn't really masturbate as my foreskin would not fully retract. Soon thereafter, I started and I got off on the wrong foot literally.
I have a foot tickling fetish since I was a kid, and after I got circumcised all I did was look at tickling sites especially ones that showed women's feet tickled. I especially looked at those with nylons and/or black women as those type of feet are more appealing to me. I masturbated 2-3x/day to that, and sometimes I wouldn't even need to get fully erect to ejaculate.
With all my girlfriends, because they're not into that, my erections would go up and down like a teeter totter. Many times I failed to stay hard, and those times I didn't sex felt more like work because I couldn't get off on them without fantasizing about tickling their feet. There have only been a few times in my life where sex actually felt good. I've felt lots of shame and embarrassment about it and have tried to stop on and off for 20 years to no success - till now hopefully!
Ever since I learned about PIED 10 days ago, I got onto this site, and have not masturbated for the past 4 days and counting. I'm very attracted to women and am slowly realizing and accepting that pussy and other parts such as kissing and their whole body (not just their feet) can be just as erotic and pleasing.
At my current age of 44 I don't know if I'll ever get back to normal but I know physically I'm fine as my blood flow and testosterone levels are in the normal range.
I'm single and I'm hesitant to meet or date anyone else because I might fail in bed as I usually do so typing this and reaching out is my last chance to resurrect the opportunity for a real chance at a normal and healthy relationship.
Any thoughts or feedback would be greatly appreciated.
Much thanks!
I have a foot tickling fetish since I was a kid, and after I got circumcised all I did was look at tickling sites especially ones that showed women's feet tickled. I especially looked at those with nylons and/or black women as those type of feet are more appealing to me. I masturbated 2-3x/day to that, and sometimes I wouldn't even need to get fully erect to ejaculate.
With all my girlfriends, because they're not into that, my erections would go up and down like a teeter totter. Many times I failed to stay hard, and those times I didn't sex felt more like work because I couldn't get off on them without fantasizing about tickling their feet. There have only been a few times in my life where sex actually felt good. I've felt lots of shame and embarrassment about it and have tried to stop on and off for 20 years to no success - till now hopefully!
Ever since I learned about PIED 10 days ago, I got onto this site, and have not masturbated for the past 4 days and counting. I'm very attracted to women and am slowly realizing and accepting that pussy and other parts such as kissing and their whole body (not just their feet) can be just as erotic and pleasing.
At my current age of 44 I don't know if I'll ever get back to normal but I know physically I'm fine as my blood flow and testosterone levels are in the normal range.
I'm single and I'm hesitant to meet or date anyone else because I might fail in bed as I usually do so typing this and reaching out is my last chance to resurrect the opportunity for a real chance at a normal and healthy relationship.
Any thoughts or feedback would be greatly appreciated.
Much thanks!