Day 61
Woot, 2 months already!
Im seeing some great improvements in my life, whether its from not watching porn, getting a girlfriend, losing weight or any of the other big life changes I have made I dont know, but I would be surprised if it wasnt a combination of them all.
I have almost no desire to watch porn at all anymore, I do feel tremendously horny at times but it is a lust for my girlfriend and not the quick fix of the "fake" people in porn movies.
When I know sex with my girlfriend is off the table for several days I miss masturbating, not the old kind of masturbating that included but a more "pure" version involving only fantasies. I havent given in yet but Im not so sure it will be possible for all eternity
My life feels more right than it has in many, many years, maybe my entire adulthood.
So trucking on!
Woot, 2 months already!
Im seeing some great improvements in my life, whether its from not watching porn, getting a girlfriend, losing weight or any of the other big life changes I have made I dont know, but I would be surprised if it wasnt a combination of them all.
I have almost no desire to watch porn at all anymore, I do feel tremendously horny at times but it is a lust for my girlfriend and not the quick fix of the "fake" people in porn movies.
When I know sex with my girlfriend is off the table for several days I miss masturbating, not the old kind of masturbating that included but a more "pure" version involving only fantasies. I havent given in yet but Im not so sure it will be possible for all eternity
My life feels more right than it has in many, many years, maybe my entire adulthood.
So trucking on!