bronsolino
New Member
Hello,
My first experience with temporary ED came when I was about 14, and during this time i could barely get an erection. I asked my parents and they figured everything would be fine and within a week, I was back to normal. So, I thought nothing of it this time, figuring it would just be a week until the condition passed. Very, very wrong I was...
I have been using high-speed internet porn pretty consistently since the age of 14/15, masturbating about 1-2x a day in that time. I masturbated almost exclusively to one particular fetish during that time. It was like a routine, either when I got up in the morning or right before I went to bed, sometimes both. Recently (about 1 month, late December-late January to be specific) before discovering that I may have a PIED problem, I had been masturbating a bit and viewing pornographic images a lot more since signing up for a social media site (Tumblr) that for some reason had this stuff all over the place. One day, I woke up with weak morning wood, but continued my routine as I figured it was the same old problem explained above. However, over the next few days, I noticed something of a disconnect between my penis and general sensitivity. Just walking around or sitting down, I simply coudln't "feel" it as much as before. Stupidly, I continued to masturbate and view porn to prove to myself that I was still "normal".
Now, I have a revolving door or symptoms that seem to come and go, like hard flaccid and shriveled skin on the penis, but the one that concerns me the most is sometimes my penis will have an "hourglass" shape, where the middle of shaft is significantly smaller and more shriveled than the rest of my penis. It concerns me more because I haven't seen much talk of it in other guys' recovery/reboot stories.
I have a girlfriend currently of about 7 months, but we haven't had any sexual contact below the belt,for either party. We are both complete rookies sexually and I had no issue taking our time getting to that point. Of course, I always believed the notion that masturbation and edging would actually HELP with stamina and lasting power when it came down to a big moment, but obviously this is not true. Now, I am worried that I will not be able to deliver in any manner when we attempt to go beyond kissing/touching, and that is stressing me out to an incredible degree.
I haven't PMO'd in about 2.5 weeks and have drastically cut down use of social media (Twitter, facebook etc) and have completely eliminated any sort of porn websites. Progress is very up and down but most importantly, for me, is recovering as soon as possible.
Thank you for reading my story!
My first experience with temporary ED came when I was about 14, and during this time i could barely get an erection. I asked my parents and they figured everything would be fine and within a week, I was back to normal. So, I thought nothing of it this time, figuring it would just be a week until the condition passed. Very, very wrong I was...
I have been using high-speed internet porn pretty consistently since the age of 14/15, masturbating about 1-2x a day in that time. I masturbated almost exclusively to one particular fetish during that time. It was like a routine, either when I got up in the morning or right before I went to bed, sometimes both. Recently (about 1 month, late December-late January to be specific) before discovering that I may have a PIED problem, I had been masturbating a bit and viewing pornographic images a lot more since signing up for a social media site (Tumblr) that for some reason had this stuff all over the place. One day, I woke up with weak morning wood, but continued my routine as I figured it was the same old problem explained above. However, over the next few days, I noticed something of a disconnect between my penis and general sensitivity. Just walking around or sitting down, I simply coudln't "feel" it as much as before. Stupidly, I continued to masturbate and view porn to prove to myself that I was still "normal".
Now, I have a revolving door or symptoms that seem to come and go, like hard flaccid and shriveled skin on the penis, but the one that concerns me the most is sometimes my penis will have an "hourglass" shape, where the middle of shaft is significantly smaller and more shriveled than the rest of my penis. It concerns me more because I haven't seen much talk of it in other guys' recovery/reboot stories.
I have a girlfriend currently of about 7 months, but we haven't had any sexual contact below the belt,for either party. We are both complete rookies sexually and I had no issue taking our time getting to that point. Of course, I always believed the notion that masturbation and edging would actually HELP with stamina and lasting power when it came down to a big moment, but obviously this is not true. Now, I am worried that I will not be able to deliver in any manner when we attempt to go beyond kissing/touching, and that is stressing me out to an incredible degree.
I haven't PMO'd in about 2.5 weeks and have drastically cut down use of social media (Twitter, facebook etc) and have completely eliminated any sort of porn websites. Progress is very up and down but most importantly, for me, is recovering as soon as possible.
Thank you for reading my story!
you are doing great so far!