Hey again guys I'm zave I just want to give my testimony and hope to get some support from my fellow fapstronaunts. I'm addicted to porn and fapping since age 12. In all honestly I didn't believe there could be anything that could ever cure me of my Delayed ejaculation. The problem is I could get up and running but go for hours. Not achieving a single orgasm in the same state my partner receiving multiple. At for not know about this challenge I felt like I was ruin and as long as I could please my sexual partner I was ok. But sadly after having a sexual encounter with a girl and lasting 2 hours despite the fact that she had multiple orgasms. I couldn't please her. Or any women I've ever been with in the past. Deep down inside they felt worthless like there was no way I could be please like they weren't good enough for me when in reality I was the one with the problem. After years of wondering why none of my relationships lasted despite the fact that I was a nice guy with good intentions. One girl finally broke it down to me.
She told me how she felt and how something simple as me not getting off is effecting our relationship she feel as if I'm not attracted to her and if she's my good enough. And that's when it hit me four years down the line I find myself single with no with no intention of finding a soulmate rather there attracted to me hitting on me or anything. Because I'm afraid it will never work out due to this problem. Like I said before I wanna make this a lifestyle and change my thought I feel like every woman is a toy and something I could use for pleasure I feel like a terrible person a pervert and a predator trying to find his new pray and I'm sure people can feel that too. With just 48 hours of no fap I felt restored honestly. The Ed is still here I'm sure the DE is there but mentally I felt new and fresh.
Fapping- easily aggravated, very hungry, tired loss of sleep no energy no motivation to do anything but just lay in my bed all day And do this countless times sometimes up to 5 in just one day. I felt like a predator and I had no drive. I feel as if I'm a very handsome individual and during this phase I realized some woman don't even pay attention to me or they are afraid of me. Like I'm a lion and there a gazelle. My concentration was dull and it feels like I'm angry all the time.
In just 48 hours of no fap I realized some things. I have alittle more motivation I can concentrate I have drive to walk to the basketball court and play I tryed jogging even though i failed miserably. Things got better. I hope to recover for this sickness and I love all of you guys for supporting me and wanted to do better for yourself. God loves us all.
She told me how she felt and how something simple as me not getting off is effecting our relationship she feel as if I'm not attracted to her and if she's my good enough. And that's when it hit me four years down the line I find myself single with no with no intention of finding a soulmate rather there attracted to me hitting on me or anything. Because I'm afraid it will never work out due to this problem. Like I said before I wanna make this a lifestyle and change my thought I feel like every woman is a toy and something I could use for pleasure I feel like a terrible person a pervert and a predator trying to find his new pray and I'm sure people can feel that too. With just 48 hours of no fap I felt restored honestly. The Ed is still here I'm sure the DE is there but mentally I felt new and fresh.
Fapping- easily aggravated, very hungry, tired loss of sleep no energy no motivation to do anything but just lay in my bed all day And do this countless times sometimes up to 5 in just one day. I felt like a predator and I had no drive. I feel as if I'm a very handsome individual and during this phase I realized some woman don't even pay attention to me or they are afraid of me. Like I'm a lion and there a gazelle. My concentration was dull and it feels like I'm angry all the time.
In just 48 hours of no fap I realized some things. I have alittle more motivation I can concentrate I have drive to walk to the basketball court and play I tryed jogging even though i failed miserably. Things got better. I hope to recover for this sickness and I love all of you guys for supporting me and wanted to do better for yourself. God loves us all.