Hi
I am 23 now and started to watch porn when I was 13.
I have a bit depression, anxieties and a lot social phobia.
I always used porn to compensate my anxieties, stress(which was really really much), when I was bored or just to
get happier until I found the nofap and yourbrainonporn for about 2 months ago.
First I could hold on up to 11 days, than 17 days and now I
have started from beginning and am in 18 days. I think this time
I can hold on up to four weeks.
The following content could be not good if you are trying to quit
Here is my small problem:
Last week I started to look for an escort. I am 23 now and never
had sex. I know that having pay-sex does't give you true fulfillment
but I am a man and have sexual needs.
I wrote with the escort agency a few days long and that stimulated me really until now.
I am scared that I could relapse to pornography.
I don't know how to handle it.
I know that having sex with a real partner is much better but at the moment
I don't want a relationship because I have too much unresolved problems
where I am working on.
But the fact is that I also have the needs to touch a woman and feel her breasts,
kiss her,smell her hair and feel her heartbeat on my skin.
There is a so called Girlfriendsex, which some women provide in this sector.
I don't want adult entertainment like in porn but sex.
I wouldn't also want her to make things like in porn.
I am also scared that my porn problem could shift to a sexual addiction problem
with financial crisis. I read that having an Escort girl can lead to financial crisis.
Finally I would like to know if it makes you more secure infront of women.
People tell me that I am too shy and I read in several forums that some
people got rid of their shyness.
I would also like to know if someone has made a positive experience with that.
I am 23 now and started to watch porn when I was 13.
I have a bit depression, anxieties and a lot social phobia.
I always used porn to compensate my anxieties, stress(which was really really much), when I was bored or just to
get happier until I found the nofap and yourbrainonporn for about 2 months ago.
First I could hold on up to 11 days, than 17 days and now I
have started from beginning and am in 18 days. I think this time
I can hold on up to four weeks.
The following content could be not good if you are trying to quit
Here is my small problem:
Last week I started to look for an escort. I am 23 now and never
had sex. I know that having pay-sex does't give you true fulfillment
but I am a man and have sexual needs.
I wrote with the escort agency a few days long and that stimulated me really until now.
I am scared that I could relapse to pornography.
I don't know how to handle it.
I know that having sex with a real partner is much better but at the moment
I don't want a relationship because I have too much unresolved problems
where I am working on.
But the fact is that I also have the needs to touch a woman and feel her breasts,
kiss her,smell her hair and feel her heartbeat on my skin.
There is a so called Girlfriendsex, which some women provide in this sector.
I don't want adult entertainment like in porn but sex.
I wouldn't also want her to make things like in porn.
I am also scared that my porn problem could shift to a sexual addiction problem
with financial crisis. I read that having an Escort girl can lead to financial crisis.
Finally I would like to know if it makes you more secure infront of women.
People tell me that I am too shy and I read in several forums that some
people got rid of their shyness.
I would also like to know if someone has made a positive experience with that.