Ive been struggling with pornography longer than i even remeber...i do know how it all started though...i was feeling curious and i still remeber clicking that first video and get completely shocked since then my life has been of hiding inbathrooms and my room to "satisfy" my needs i keep saying it will be my last time but now i dont believe it i dont feel worthy of being here in this world....im writing this after watching porn...its almost 3 am and i dont know what to do i know that if i say i wont watch it again i wont believe it please someone help me!