The new begining

change24

New Member
Hi, I have been good for ten minutes. It all began when I was 11. Fourteen continious years. For a year I have been fighting this fight. I am no longer a daily abuser, but have had binges roughly every 14 days. I had a 30 day clean streak going that broke this weekend. I am beyond frustrated and stumbled on this page while doing my research. I am greatly concerned  because post binge i am tired, angry, unfocused, and unmotivated. This and ED at my age make me fear for my future. I am a Protestant man,being celebate makes this more difficult .

I look forward to getting to know you guys and celebating our success together; anonymously online.
 
It is a bitter truth that post relapse..that next few days(3-4) are bad days(as i have experienced) but after that things start coming in control again. Get past these 3-4 days by staying more in public and constantly keeping yourself more motivated by remembering why you are really doing this. best of luck to all of us.
 
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